Ok... today sucked. mom fucked things up royally. Laura showed up the smorning with plum and collin and cassie... that really hurt me... it brought back memories. She shouldn't have gone with them. And now I gotta take devin home cause mom left and he can't stay now. And nikki is most likely fucking this 22 year old guy to get drugs. oh well.
Ok. Its friday right... so I guess 1 week till I head down to the condo in florida. I need that vacation... I just do. Anyway Josh is downstairs sleeping. Devo is right here next to me and Jimmy went home at 2 last nite cause he wanted to sleep in his own bed. Bob is sittin at his house probably still asleep. Um... people should like hang out with us more damnit.

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Ok. So yesterday when I was hanging out with nikki it was all good. Then when we left she kissed josh to make me upset. I love the way she can just make you go crazy. She is great like that. I wanted to spend today with her but alas its 2p.m. and she hasn't been home all day. I hope she gets home soon because I need to talk to her and see her. I hope she doesn't have any of her friends with her though. They all are a bit annoying when they are together. Anyway. Staying at Bob-o's mom's house tonight. I love having a life again. I'm so happy. I think some people hate me though. Well I think most people do. You know what though.... thats their fuckin problem. If you hate me then its your problem not mine and it doesn't hurt me any. I hope Laura's doing ok. She told me never to talk to her and to stay out of her business so I have no clue how she is doing. Last nite I got really down because I was thinking about how great of friends we were and some of the good times we had together. I really fucked things up there though. Oh well... Could someone tell me how she's doing?
Ok. So yesterday when I was hanging out with nikki it was all good. Then when we left she kissed josh to make me upset. I love the way she can just make you go crazy. She is great like that. I wanted to spend today with her but alas its 2p.m. and she hasn't been home all day. I hope she gets home soon because I need to talk to her and see her. I hope she doesn't have any of her friends with her though. They all are a bit annoying when they are together. Anyway. Staying at Bob-o's mom's house tonight. I love having a life again. I'm so happy. I think some people hate me though. Well I think most people do. You know what though.... thats their fuckin problem. If you hate me then its your problem not mine and it doesn't hurt me any. I hope Laura's doing ok. She told me never to talk to her and to stay out of her business so I have no clue how she is doing. Last nite I got really down because I was thinking about how great of friends we were and some of the good times we had together. I really fucked things up there though. Oh well... Could someone tell me how she's doing?
Ok... Spent the night at Bickels last nite. Had fun. Christa kept flriting with me and stuff. Which is all good with me. She was sad that I had to come home today. Oh well... I got about 18 hours of sleep yesterday/today though. So thats good. I needed it. I think we all did. I have to stay home tonight which is bullshit but whatever. Not gona argue with mom. So... I guess I'm gonna go cook dinner. Love everyone... miss talking to ya Cheryl!

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Ok... Spent the night at Bickels last nite. Had fun. Christa kept flriting with me and stuff. Which is all good with me. She was sad that I had to come home today. Oh well... I got about 18 hours of sleep yesterday/today though. So thats good. I needed it. I think we all did. I have to stay home tonight which is bullshit but whatever. Not gona argue with mom. So... I guess I'm gonna go cook dinner. Love everyone... miss talking to ya Cheryl!

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Ok now this is better.. Keyboard is working now. Thank god. So none of those damned numbers in with words. Ok... So... This weekend was pretty cool I guess.. Stayed at Bob-o's Mom's house friday and saturday. Hung out with them all. Did some other stuff. Anyway. How is everyone. Did everyone that went to the show yesterday enjoy it? I hope so. I'm like devin. I'm tired of being single. This is BS. I need someone to share my life with. And my feelings and the like. Some all powerful force denies me this simple thing in life though... oh well... peace
Ok now this is better.. Keyboard is working now. Thank god. So none of those damned numbers in with words. Ok... So... This weekend was pretty cool I guess.. Stayed at Bob-o's Mom's house friday and saturday. Hung out with them all. Did some other stuff. Anyway. How is everyone. Did everyone that went to the show yesterday enjoy it? I hope so. I'm like devin. I'm tired of being single. This is BS. I need someone to share my life with. And my feelings and the like. Some all powerful force denies me this simple thing in life though... oh well... peace
Well... Today is gonna be cool I guess... Devin and I have more StreatTeam stuff to pass out. These guys sound great. We are actually tryign to get me a job now... Just so we can buy like an old Nova or a 70 Chevelle and put a rat 454 in it and some 1 inch glass packs and use it to pick up people... This is gonna take us a year or two. Anyway. I really wanted to go to the show tomorrow but I have no way there because I don't wanna drive. Oh well... Ihope everyone has fun there... Bye

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Well... Today is gonna be cool I guess... Devin and I have more StreatTeam stuff to pass out. These guys sound great. We are actually tryign to get me a job now... Just so we can buy like an old Nova or a 70 Chevelle and put a rat 454 in it and some 1 inch glass packs and use it to pick up people... This is gonna take us a year or two. Anyway. I really wanted to go to the show tomorrow but I have no way there because I don't wanna drive. Oh well... Ihope everyone has fun there... Bye
Ok today has been boring so far. Going to go put more apps in this evening. Brandi was at my house last nite bitchin. I got to see Dell though cause he drove down the road to pick up Nicole. So I walked over there and talked to him while she got ready. He was like "oh shit" when he saw me. You all just have to love Dell. Anyway... probably going to Nikki's house here in an hour or so when she gets home from school. Hope I see everyone soon. I probably will NOT be at the show saturday. I don't want to drive up there and I doubt Josh and Ashlie go. Also everyone that "hates" me please tell me right now. If you hate me say you do. If you don't say you don't

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Ok today has been boring so far. Going to go put more apps in this evening. Brandi was at my house last nite bitchin. I got to see Dell though cause he drove down the road to pick up Nicole. So I walked over there and talked to him while she got ready. He was like "oh shit" when he saw me. You all just have to love Dell. Anyway... probably going to Nikki's house here in an hour or so when she gets home from school. Hope I see everyone soon. I probably will NOT be at the show saturday. I don't want to drive up there and I doubt Josh and Ashlie go. Also everyone that "hates" me please tell me right now. If you hate me say you do. If you don't say you don't