Ok. I met Nikki today. She's cool I guess... She has my spikes right now though. So that means I gotta go see her again. Devin and Mandy are workin hard to hook us up for some reason. Oh well its all cool with me I guess. Hope everyone had a good day.
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Ok. I met Nikki today. She's cool I guess... She has my spikes right now though. So that means I gotta go see her again. Devin and Mandy are workin hard to hook us up for some reason. Oh well its all cool with me I guess. Hope everyone had a good day.
Well ok. Just woke up. Talkin to devin... Gotta go see Nikki Lanpher today. I wish I could see everyone more often. Oh well... um... I want to know what happened to jess last nite. I hope she gets on soon and tells me. I miss ashley and josh and bob a lot. And everone else to. Its just Ashley Josh and Bob-o are like family.
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Well ok. Just woke up. Talkin to devin... Gotta go see Nikki Lanpher today. I wish I could see everyone more often. Oh well... um... I want to know what happened to jess last nite. I hope she gets on soon and tells me. I miss ashley and josh and bob a lot. And everone else to. Its just Ashley Josh and Bob-o are like family.
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by the way... here is a post I wanted to post in Laura's jorunal... but she or matt (most likely matt) has removed me from her friends list. here it is...
Your such a fake... at your show when you were sitting there with me saying you want to be friends and crap I guess you were a liar. Cause you just said we aren't friends and you don't want to be friends. Whatever though. I don't really care. I jus tlike to know the truth about things is all. If matt wishes me out of your life and you bow to his every command then I guess its your decision to so I will do as you wish. Good-bye. You'll never have to see or talk to me again. You think this has all been hard on you. Well the hard thing is telling mom we are still friends to keep her happy. And to lie to her everyday making up excuses why I don't talk to you.
Your such a fake... at your show when you were sitting there with me saying you want to be friends and crap I guess you were a liar. Cause you just said we aren't friends and you don't want to be friends. Whatever though. I don't really care. I jus tlike to know the truth about things is all. If matt wishes me out of your life and you bow to his every command then I guess its your decision to so I will do as you wish. Good-bye. You'll never have to see or talk to me again. You think this has all been hard on you. Well the hard thing is telling mom we are still friends to keep her happy. And to lie to her everyday making up excuses why I don't talk to you.
by the way... here is a post I wanted to post in Laura's jorunal... but she or matt (most likely matt) has removed me from her friends list. here it is...
Your such a fake... at your show when you were sitting there with me saying you want to be friends and crap I guess you were a liar. Cause you just said we aren't friends and you don't want to be friends. Whatever though. I don't really care. I jus tlike to know the truth about things is all. If matt wishes me out of your life and you bow to his every command then I guess its your decision to so I will do as you wish. Good-bye. You'll never have to see or talk to me again. You think this has all been hard on you. Well the hard thing is telling mom we are still friends to keep her happy. And to lie to her everyday making up excuses why I don't talk to you.
Your such a fake... at your show when you were sitting there with me saying you want to be friends and crap I guess you were a liar. Cause you just said we aren't friends and you don't want to be friends. Whatever though. I don't really care. I jus tlike to know the truth about things is all. If matt wishes me out of your life and you bow to his every command then I guess its your decision to so I will do as you wish. Good-bye. You'll never have to see or talk to me again. You think this has all been hard on you. Well the hard thing is telling mom we are still friends to keep her happy. And to lie to her everyday making up excuses why I don't talk to you.
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Hello all. Just trying to stop crying here. So if some things are mispelled please forgive me. Just sitting here wondering how I'm gonna tell mom Laura and I aren't friends. It's gonna break moms heart but I can't keep lying to her. Anyway... How is everyone. I wish I could see all of you. This sucks not seeing anyone. Sure I got Devin and all to see everyday but we both want to see all of you. Happy birthday Jess. Well I guess that is all for now.
Hello all. Just trying to stop crying here. So if some things are mispelled please forgive me. Just sitting here wondering how I'm gonna tell mom Laura and I aren't friends. It's gonna break moms heart but I can't keep lying to her. Anyway... How is everyone. I wish I could see all of you. This sucks not seeing anyone. Sure I got Devin and all to see everyday but we both want to see all of you. Happy birthday Jess. Well I guess that is all for now.
OK... today is boring already. Mom stayed home from work. I'm just sitting here chillin. Can't really stay on the phone line cause I'm hoping somewhere that I put an application in will call.. I doubt it... but none the less I must stay off the phone as much as possible..
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OK... today is boring already. Mom stayed home from work. I'm just sitting here chillin. Can't really stay on the phone line cause I'm hoping somewhere that I put an application in will call.. I doubt it... but none the less I must stay off the phone as much as possible..
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Ok today was totally boring. Devin and I went to his house for a while then left. We went up to Blockbuster to take some movies back and for me to apply. We then came home and sat around for about an hour and a half. So at 4 we left and got dinner. I then took Devin home. Now here it is 7:30 and I'm bored out of my skull like I was all day. Devin and Mandy are trying too hook me up with Nikki Lanpher... I don't know why. It won't work out anyway. Nothin has yet... so I doubt this will. Anyway... Life has me in a bad place right now... about every day my view on life changes. One day I'm happy as I can be and the next I'm just wanting to die. Mom wants to sell the house. This is one thing that keeps taking me down. Also I'm basically sitting around alone all summer accept for when Devin comes over. This is also keeping me down a lot. I have various things cheering me up from time to time though. Oh well... no one wants to here me bitch so I'll stop writing.
Ok today was totally boring. Devin and I went to his house for a while then left. We went up to Blockbuster to take some movies back and for me to apply. We then came home and sat around for about an hour and a half. So at 4 we left and got dinner. I then took Devin home. Now here it is 7:30 and I'm bored out of my skull like I was all day. Devin and Mandy are trying too hook me up with Nikki Lanpher... I don't know why. It won't work out anyway. Nothin has yet... so I doubt this will. Anyway... Life has me in a bad place right now... about every day my view on life changes. One day I'm happy as I can be and the next I'm just wanting to die. Mom wants to sell the house. This is one thing that keeps taking me down. Also I'm basically sitting around alone all summer accept for when Devin comes over. This is also keeping me down a lot. I have various things cheering me up from time to time though. Oh well... no one wants to here me bitch so I'll stop writing.
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Ok... today is boring so far. Last nite stayed up itll 5 talkin to nikki lanpher on the phone with devin. Hung out with cheryl some yesterday. I'm bored... My hair is now blonde...
Ok... today is boring so far. Last nite stayed up itll 5 talkin to nikki lanpher on the phone with devin. Hung out with cheryl some yesterday. I'm bored... My hair is now blonde...
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Well life is just fuckin peachy (sorry Tristan but I Had to put it there). I was up at the mall with Angela... It was just me and her... so spoon gets there.. then she forgets I exist... hangs all over him and stuff... and then leaves with him instead of me. Whatever though. I always forget that I'm not supposed to have FEELINGS. So I guess it shouldn't bother me much. Peace out .
Well life is just fuckin peachy (sorry Tristan but I Had to put it there). I was up at the mall with Angela... It was just me and her... so spoon gets there.. then she forgets I exist... hangs all over him and stuff... and then leaves with him instead of me. Whatever though. I always forget that I'm not supposed to have FEELINGS. So I guess it shouldn't bother me much. Peace out .
I feel great... I really do.. I told Tristan Alexander how much of a father like figure he has been to me... and how much he has helped me when I needed help... I told him everything about him that was true... I just feel so happy and great... I've also been talking to miss angela all day... and I feel fabulous... I'm so happy right now... I've never been this happy...
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I feel great... I really do.. I told Tristan Alexander how much of a father like figure he has been to me... and how much he has helped me when I needed help... I told him everything about him that was true... I just feel so happy and great... I've also been talking to miss angela all day... and I feel fabulous... I'm so happy right now... I've never been this happy...
Ok yeah... well last nite sucked... hopefully today will be better than yesterday. I'm trying to improve my life but its just not working. Someone out there doesn't want me to. Its bullshit. Oh well. It won't be to bad if my life is always like this. If I never experience happiness then I won't miss it as much.
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Ok yeah... well last nite sucked... hopefully today will be better than yesterday. I'm trying to improve my life but its just not working. Someone out there doesn't want me to. Its bullshit. Oh well. It won't be to bad if my life is always like this. If I never experience happiness then I won't miss it as much.