hmm..
*takes a deep sigh and watches everyones lives*
hmm..
*takes a deep sigh and watches everyones lives*
I just recieved the perfect thign.
I"m really nervous today... and will be really bad tomorrow... most of you know why... the rest I"ll tell later... well to help settle my nerves... I recieved a letter today... from someone... who means a lot to me... an awful lot... she knows who she is... and she needs to not put her looks down so much, although, they don't really matter. Her letter is exactly what I needed to calm my nerves a little... I love you Brandi... Thanks... :) I've only every recieved one letter from someone else before... one letter that was from someone I cared about... and I've hung onto it for years... well yours will never get lost or misplaced... :) Thank you again... I hope you are fealing better.
This is important
This is to anyone that can get me a number to call Nikki Lanpher at... past few months I haven't been able to sleep because I keep thinking about how I was a dick and how I never got a chance to apologize. So anyone that can get me a number to reach out so I can apologize and be able to sleep in peace will be greatly rewarded. If you even think you can get it, try and get it for me. Thanks.
Ahh..
Ahh, beginning of a new week... I need to go work on getting a job today and tomorrow... and every day untill I get one. Um, hmm... classes start the 23rd... Gonna be fun I guess... um. No good movies out... acept for Two Towers, well there are plenty of good flics out... I've just seen all of them... which leaves me with a shitty bunch to watch... I need someone to go see two towers with me... my brother won't and I don't like going to movies alone. *nods* Теперь на к российской части дня. Позвольте нам видеть здесь... Белые Полосы, Мертвые листья(отпуска) и грязное основание(земля) включены. Это - хорошо песня, напоминает мне о мамах и паппас ... ум. Позволяет видят, здесь, что я действительно должен иметь некоторый пол(секс), и я действительно должен найти кого - то, кто будет любить меня и будет заботиться обо мне. *nods* я только нуждаюсь в приличной подруге, ад, я соглашусь на тот это суки 24/7.
Кто - то пожалуйста помогите мне!
Я одинок. Я рогатый. Я грустен. Я отчаянный. Я только нуждаюсь в ком - то. Я нуждаюсь в ком - то, чтобы тратить(провести) мою жизнь с этим, или по крайней мере часть этого. Я нуждаюсь в ком - то, чтобы любить меня столько, сколько я любю их. Я нуждаюсь в ком - то, чтобы заботиться обо мне. Я нуждаюсь в ком - то, чтобы проводить(держать) и содержаться. Я нуждаюсь в некоторых друзьях. Я нуждаюсь в любителе(возлюбленном). Я нуждаюсь живой. Я также нуждаюсь в полностью занятой работе. Я нуждаюсь в ужасной партии, но если Вы думаете об этом ... еверион еще имеет большой процент от этих вещей уже, однако, я не делаю.
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I feel bad, I asked mom to get me a new electric shaver for christmas... but I asked her thi slike 3 months before christmas... so I started to grow a beard and thought... ahh I'll give it a go... so I let it grow... come christmas one of my few presents is the new braun self cleaning razor (like 140$) and 2 cleaning refill kits (10$ each, 2 months supply each)... now she wants me to use it once to make sure it works and keep it till I "grow out of wanting a beard" which I don't think is going to happen... I've got a good inch of beard and I like it... so I dunno if I take it back... or if I hang on to it... but really it all depends on where I get a job in the next week and their policy on facial hair. A lot of the places I want to work won't even allow sideburns, facial hair, piercings on men... so I dunno... have any input?
I feel bad, I asked mom to get me a new electric shaver for christmas... but I asked her thi slike 3 months before christmas... so I started to grow a beard and thought... ahh I'll give it a go... so I let it grow... come christmas one of my few presents is the new braun self cleaning razor (like 140$) and 2 cleaning refill kits (10$ each, 2 months supply each)... now she wants me to use it once to make sure it works and keep it till I "grow out of wanting a beard" which I don't think is going to happen... I've got a good inch of beard and I like it... so I dunno if I take it back... or if I hang on to it... but really it all depends on where I get a job in the next week and their policy on facial hair. A lot of the places I want to work won't even allow sideburns, facial hair, piercings on men... so I dunno... have any input?
По тому, как мои друзья
Между прочим , все мои посты будут по-русски с этого времени, если они не действительно важны. Хорошо? Хорошо!
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Хорошо, это - в пятницу. Мне надоедают. Я одинок. Я надеюсь, что я выигрываю то соревнование, Понтиак делает, так я могу встречать Вина Диесела. Это было бы устрашающее. Вин Диесел имеет(признает) его собственную видео компанию игры теперь. Я думал, что это было интересно. Ум ..., если любой хотел бы делать все сегодня, только сообщите мне. Или вообще в этот уикэнд. Хорошо я выключен... Мир.
Хорошо, это - в пятницу. Мне надоедают. Я одинок. Я надеюсь, что я выигрываю то соревнование, Понтиак делает, так я могу встречать Вина Диесела. Это было бы устрашающее. Вин Диесел имеет(признает) его собственную видео компанию игры теперь. Я думал, что это было интересно. Ум ..., если любой хотел бы делать все сегодня, только сообщите мне. Или вообще в этот уикэнд. Хорошо я выключен... Мир.
*sobbing*
Someone... IM'd me today... I ddn't think she was alive anymore... I racked up 100's of dollars of long distance phone bills calling her long distance in florida and talking to her for 5-6 hours at a time... staying up way into the night just talking... I'd talk to her online forever... heh... then one day... it all stopped... I called... no answer.. her dorm room mate said she dropped out... no more seeing her online... her lj got deleted... sitting here today... about a year later or so... so yeah anyway... sitting here... about to go to bed... and boom... an IM from someone... "Hi who is this" "eponineoflesmis" "no way" "yeah"... a quick few minutes of catchiing up... and gone again... did I dream it... or did she really talk to me again... I dunno... I'll find out in the days to come... *sighs* Oh yeah, dev... she's a full fledged lesbian now... heh... its cause she posed as one of the girls from charlie angels... it turned her into a dyke...
Vin Diesel is a god
Name: Vin Diesel
Born: July 18, 1967
Eyes: Dark Brown
Hair: Black (if it wasn't shaved)
Height: 6'1
Marital Status: Single
Ethnicity: Multicultural. Said by a One Race staff member to be Irish, Italian, German, Dominican, Mexican and a lot of other things. (Ted Casablanca of E!online)
Siblings: A fraternal twin brother, Paul Vincent, and two sisters
Parents: Raised by his mother (an astrologer and psychologist) and stepfather (an actor and drama professor).
Hobbies/Other Interests: Yoga, Snow boarding, Playstation, Dungeons and Dragons, Comic books/Heavy Metal Magazine, Classic Movies, Italian cooking
Previous Jobs: Telemarketer and Bouncer (9 years)
Education: Attended Hunter College in New York for two years with a major in English (to prepare for screenwriting)
Vin Admires: Mel Gibson and Morgan Freeman
About: Vin grew up in a government-funded building in New York's Greenwich Village. The building, Vin estimates, housed hundreds of families when he was there. Vin describes his family as "poor but artistic".** Vin started acting at the young of 7 at a Manhattan theater, where he received $20 a week. He then spent the formative years of his life trying to make a name for himself on off-off-off Broadway stages while going to school.
At the age of 26, his film Multi-facial (a short film he wrote, directed, produced and starred in) premiered at the Anthology Film Archives in Manhattan in front of 200 people. The film later went on to the Sundance Film Festival. "That night changed my life completely," he says. "I still went through a few more years of sleeping on couches and struggling and taking odd jobs outside film. But I knew my life had changed."** After Multi-facial he went on to make Strays, a 1997 Sundance Film Festival entry. And that's when it all began. Apparently Steven Spielberg like Vin's movie so much that he contacted Vin, telling him that he had written a part specifically for him in Saving Private Ryan (1998) as Private Adrian Caparzo. Later, in 1999 he would provide his voice to the animated film The Iron Giant as the Iron Giant.
And that's just the beginning.
Born: July 18, 1967
Eyes: Dark Brown
Hair: Black (if it wasn't shaved)
Height: 6'1
Marital Status: Single
Ethnicity: Multicultural. Said by a One Race staff member to be Irish, Italian, German, Dominican, Mexican and a lot of other things. (Ted Casablanca of E!online)
Siblings: A fraternal twin brother, Paul Vincent, and two sisters
Parents: Raised by his mother (an astrologer and psychologist) and stepfather (an actor and drama professor).
Hobbies/Other Interests: Yoga, Snow boarding, Playstation, Dungeons and Dragons, Comic books/Heavy Metal Magazine, Classic Movies, Italian cooking
Previous Jobs: Telemarketer and Bouncer (9 years)
Education: Attended Hunter College in New York for two years with a major in English (to prepare for screenwriting)
Vin Admires: Mel Gibson and Morgan Freeman
About: Vin grew up in a government-funded building in New York's Greenwich Village. The building, Vin estimates, housed hundreds of families when he was there. Vin describes his family as "poor but artistic".** Vin started acting at the young of 7 at a Manhattan theater, where he received $20 a week. He then spent the formative years of his life trying to make a name for himself on off-off-off Broadway stages while going to school.
At the age of 26, his film Multi-facial (a short film he wrote, directed, produced and starred in) premiered at the Anthology Film Archives in Manhattan in front of 200 people. The film later went on to the Sundance Film Festival. "That night changed my life completely," he says. "I still went through a few more years of sleeping on couches and struggling and taking odd jobs outside film. But I knew my life had changed."** After Multi-facial he went on to make Strays, a 1997 Sundance Film Festival entry. And that's when it all began. Apparently Steven Spielberg like Vin's movie so much that he contacted Vin, telling him that he had written a part specifically for him in Saving Private Ryan (1998) as Private Adrian Caparzo. Later, in 1999 he would provide his voice to the animated film The Iron Giant as the Iron Giant.
And that's just the beginning.
Hmm..
Well the new years is going pretty good... had me a 12 hour tribe marathon today... um... saw Catch Me If You Can (it's a great flick). Hmm... I think I need to call Britt and hang out with her, we had lots of fun being nuts... plus it was funny watching people stare at me like "what the fuck" when I would be walking with her talking to her or sitting with her somewhere goofin off... heh... I also need to go get me my full time job now... 2002 is over... I start classes January 23rd... I'll have about 2 hours of class a night 4 nights a week... with that and a full time job I'll be pretty busy... but I'll also have a decent amount of cash by the time I graduate. I think, no I'm pretty sure, that I'm going to go to zendik end of May or the first of June. I don't know for how long... but for at least a month... maybe longer... maybe not... time will tell. "I can't care about anything but you" (sorry cardigans' song just finished) Hmm... Well thats all for now I guess...
boncing-
-The Wolf
boncing-
-The Wolf
Hmm..
Well the new years is going pretty good... had me a 12 hour tribe marathon today... um... saw Catch Me If You Can (it's a great flick). Hmm... I think I need to call Britt and hang out with her, we had lots of fun being nuts... plus it was funny watching people stare at me like "what the fuck" when I would be walking with her talking to her or sitting with her somewhere goofin off... heh... I also need to go get me my full time job now... 2002 is over... I start classes January 23rd... I'll have about 2 hours of class a night 4 nights a week... with that and a full time job I'll be pretty busy... but I'll also have a decent amount of cash by the time I graduate. I think, no I'm pretty sure, that I'm going to go to zendik end of May or the first of June. I don't know for how long... but for at least a month... maybe longer... maybe not... time will tell. "I can't care about anything but you" (sorry cardigans' song just finished) Hmm... Well thats all for now I guess...
boncing-
-The Wolf
boncing-
-The Wolf
hmm..
Hmm... yeah... happy new year and shit...
Funny Fucking Shit
Heh this is funny... I was looking at the secret services website.. and they employ people in highschools... as in students... 16 years old is when they start hiring people.. a bit... odd...
http://www.treas.gov/usss/opportunities_stay-in-school.shtml
http://www.treas.gov/usss/opportunities_stay-in-school.shtml
...
Runes of war now thee,
if great thou wilt be,
cut them on hilt of hardened sword,
some on the brand's back,
some on its shining side,
twice the name Tiw therein.
Sea runes good at need,
learnt for ships saving,
for the good health of the swimming horse;
on the stern cut them,
cut them on the rudder blade,
and set flame the shaven oar,
how so big the sea hills,
how so big the blue beneath,
hail from the main and then
comest thou home.
Word runes learn ye well
if thou wilt that no man,
pay back grief for the grief gavest,
wind thou these, cast thou these
all about you,
At the Thing where folk throng,
until the doom fairing.
Of ale runes know the wisdom
if thou wilt another man's wife
should not betray thine heart that trusteth;
cut them on mead horn,
on the back of each hand
and nicked upon the nail.
Help runes shalt thou gather
if skill thou woulds't gain
to loosen chold from low-lainmother;
cut they be in hands hollow,
wrapped the joints round about,
call for the good foils gainsome help.
Learn the bough rune's wisdom
if leechlore thou lovest
and wilt wot about wounds searching,
on the bank they be scored,
on the buds of trees
whose boughs look eastward ever.
Thought runes shalt thou deal with,
if thou wilt be of all men,
fairest souled, right and wise
those creded, those first cut,
those took first to heart.
On the shield were they scored
that stands before the Shining God,
on early-Waking's oar,
on All Knowing's hoof,
on the wheel which runneth under
Regnir's chariot,
on Slepnir's jaw teeth,
on the sleigh traces,
on the rough bear's paw,
on Bragi's tounge,
on the wolf's claw,
on the eagle's bill,
on bloody wings,
and bridge's end,
on loosing palms
and pity's path.
On glass, on gold
and goodly silver,
in wine and wort
and the seat of the witch wife,
on Gungir's point
and Grani's bosom,
on the Norn's snail
and the neb of the night owl.
All these so cut
were shaven and shared
and mingled with hold mead
and sent upon wide ways enow,
some abide with elves,
some abide with the Aesir
or with wise vanir
or some still hold the
sons of mankind.
These be the book runes
and the runes of good help,
and all the ale runes
and the runes of much might
To whom so they may avail
unbewildered, unspoilt.
They are wholesome to hear,
thine thou with these then,
when thou has heard their lore,
till the Gods end thy life days.
if great thou wilt be,
cut them on hilt of hardened sword,
some on the brand's back,
some on its shining side,
twice the name Tiw therein.
Sea runes good at need,
learnt for ships saving,
for the good health of the swimming horse;
on the stern cut them,
cut them on the rudder blade,
and set flame the shaven oar,
how so big the sea hills,
how so big the blue beneath,
hail from the main and then
comest thou home.
Word runes learn ye well
if thou wilt that no man,
pay back grief for the grief gavest,
wind thou these, cast thou these
all about you,
At the Thing where folk throng,
until the doom fairing.
Of ale runes know the wisdom
if thou wilt another man's wife
should not betray thine heart that trusteth;
cut them on mead horn,
on the back of each hand
and nicked upon the nail.
Help runes shalt thou gather
if skill thou woulds't gain
to loosen chold from low-lainmother;
cut they be in hands hollow,
wrapped the joints round about,
call for the good foils gainsome help.
Learn the bough rune's wisdom
if leechlore thou lovest
and wilt wot about wounds searching,
on the bank they be scored,
on the buds of trees
whose boughs look eastward ever.
Thought runes shalt thou deal with,
if thou wilt be of all men,
fairest souled, right and wise
those creded, those first cut,
those took first to heart.
On the shield were they scored
that stands before the Shining God,
on early-Waking's oar,
on All Knowing's hoof,
on the wheel which runneth under
Regnir's chariot,
on Slepnir's jaw teeth,
on the sleigh traces,
on the rough bear's paw,
on Bragi's tounge,
on the wolf's claw,
on the eagle's bill,
on bloody wings,
and bridge's end,
on loosing palms
and pity's path.
On glass, on gold
and goodly silver,
in wine and wort
and the seat of the witch wife,
on Gungir's point
and Grani's bosom,
on the Norn's snail
and the neb of the night owl.
All these so cut
were shaven and shared
and mingled with hold mead
and sent upon wide ways enow,
some abide with elves,
some abide with the Aesir
or with wise vanir
or some still hold the
sons of mankind.
These be the book runes
and the runes of good help,
and all the ale runes
and the runes of much might
To whom so they may avail
unbewildered, unspoilt.
They are wholesome to hear,
thine thou with these then,
when thou has heard their lore,
till the Gods end thy life days.
*cough*bullshit*cough*
http://www.cnn.com/2002/ALLPOLITICS/12/29/mandatory.military/index.html
Um ok.
Um... well... went to the show yesterday... um... was kinda cool... really I was just bored though... went back to jake and vances... vance got shitty because I didn't want to drive a car load of people to rocky when I had already put about 300 miles on my car driving me tiff and dev around past few days... and I have a screw in my shittiest tire... wait they are all shitty.. so I slept and people did whatever... I've got a killer fuckign headache and I need laid and I'm starving and I want to curl up and die... *nods*