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If I catch anyone giving Laura ANY shit for the next few months then you are going to answer to me about it. IF you get mad at her don't let her know it... just pretend that your happy and stuff with her... anyway gotta get goin have to get devin to school soon... peace everyone,.
If I catch anyone giving Laura ANY shit for the next few months then you are going to answer to me about it. IF you get mad at her don't let her know it... just pretend that your happy and stuff with her... anyway gotta get goin have to get devin to school soon... peace everyone,.
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Laura... I'm worried about you... I'm hoping you didn't get arrested for curfew. It was nice talking to you at the school today/yesterday. Just staring into your eyes was enchanting and made me so relaxed and calm and happy. Sorry I was givin you a hard time rest of the nite. I'm sorry I'm a fuck up. I'll try harder... I wish you would go out with me... I really do love you. I love you will all my heart and then some. Well I love you... bye.
Laura... I'm worried about you... I'm hoping you didn't get arrested for curfew. It was nice talking to you at the school today/yesterday. Just staring into your eyes was enchanting and made me so relaxed and calm and happy. Sorry I was givin you a hard time rest of the nite. I'm sorry I'm a fuck up. I'll try harder... I wish you would go out with me... I really do love you. I love you will all my heart and then some. Well I love you... bye.
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If there is pain and dissension and hunger in the world and you try to ignore it or just cavalierly, philosophically permit it, it’s going to come and get you. It’s going to come and destroy you. I don’t care how many followers you have, how small or big your empire is, how many canoes or battleships or whatever you have, how many arrows or nuclear weapons, whatever you have, that pain and privation and suffering from your fellow human beings will smash your defenses and get to you.
A Genghis Khan will come riding out of the north night and mow you down—because they have nothing to lose but their emotional and physical pain and their suffering—and maybe their starving. Now that sounds like it’s on a very pragmatic political have-and-have-not level. But on any level, like in the Ecolibrium sense, in the Zendikian sense, philosophically, metaphysically, you cannot get away with it.
The Infinite Psychic Field, the whole psychic realm, is a great vibrational web of communication. It permeates the Universe and every thought, every feeling, every pain, every lust is recorded there. And it’s felt by everything, by all life, simultaneously.
It’s instant. And nobody gets away with anything.
We’re all really intimately related, all parents and children, brothers and sisters, not only to each other but to everything. OK, but to keep this simple and comprehensible, I’m just talking about the human animal now.
I’m saying you can’t get away with defrauding the human animal with airhead religious philosophies and with international corporate manipulations of food supplies until the people are all just left stupid and starving.
You can’t get away with not caring about the other human animal’s destiny. I’m talking about defrauding in any sense. You cannot figure, I’m going to get mine, and fuck them! If you do, you’re going to be that way in your relationships, with your man, your woman, your children. You have to be a loving, caring person. But to become that, to do that from out of that world of hate, chaos and destruction, that Old Society, that Old disOrder we were all formed by, well, you can only do it philosophically. You can only do it by adopting a loving, caring philosophy—that’s what you throw out to others, your philosophy, it’s part of your aura. It’s the sociologic aspect of your aura, and others Feel it, See it, and respond to its Truth and that, in turn, changes you and your emanations, changes you on every plane. That’s what Arol and I have thrown out to you guys, our philosophy, our Truth, and you’ve responded."
A Genghis Khan will come riding out of the north night and mow you down—because they have nothing to lose but their emotional and physical pain and their suffering—and maybe their starving. Now that sounds like it’s on a very pragmatic political have-and-have-not level. But on any level, like in the Ecolibrium sense, in the Zendikian sense, philosophically, metaphysically, you cannot get away with it.
The Infinite Psychic Field, the whole psychic realm, is a great vibrational web of communication. It permeates the Universe and every thought, every feeling, every pain, every lust is recorded there. And it’s felt by everything, by all life, simultaneously.
It’s instant. And nobody gets away with anything.
We’re all really intimately related, all parents and children, brothers and sisters, not only to each other but to everything. OK, but to keep this simple and comprehensible, I’m just talking about the human animal now.
I’m saying you can’t get away with defrauding the human animal with airhead religious philosophies and with international corporate manipulations of food supplies until the people are all just left stupid and starving.
You can’t get away with not caring about the other human animal’s destiny. I’m talking about defrauding in any sense. You cannot figure, I’m going to get mine, and fuck them! If you do, you’re going to be that way in your relationships, with your man, your woman, your children. You have to be a loving, caring person. But to become that, to do that from out of that world of hate, chaos and destruction, that Old Society, that Old disOrder we were all formed by, well, you can only do it philosophically. You can only do it by adopting a loving, caring philosophy—that’s what you throw out to others, your philosophy, it’s part of your aura. It’s the sociologic aspect of your aura, and others Feel it, See it, and respond to its Truth and that, in turn, changes you and your emanations, changes you on every plane. That’s what Arol and I have thrown out to you guys, our philosophy, our Truth, and you’ve responded."
If there is pain and dissension and hunger in the world and you try to ignore it or just cavalierly, philosophically permit it, it’s going to come and get you. It’s going to come and destroy you. I don’t care how many followers you have, how small or big your empire is, how many canoes or battleships or whatever you have, how many arrows or nuclear weapons, whatever you have, that pain and privation and suffering from your fellow human beings will smash your defenses and get to you.
A Genghis Khan will come riding out of the north night and mow you down—because they have nothing to lose but their emotional and physical pain and their suffering—and maybe their starving. Now that sounds like it’s on a very pragmatic political have-and-have-not level. But on any level, like in the Ecolibrium sense, in the Zendikian sense, philosophically, metaphysically, you cannot get away with it.
The Infinite Psychic Field, the whole psychic realm, is a great vibrational web of communication. It permeates the Universe and every thought, every feeling, every pain, every lust is recorded there. And it’s felt by everything, by all life, simultaneously.
It’s instant. And nobody gets away with anything.
We’re all really intimately related, all parents and children, brothers and sisters, not only to each other but to everything. OK, but to keep this simple and comprehensible, I’m just talking about the human animal now.
I’m saying you can’t get away with defrauding the human animal with airhead religious philosophies and with international corporate manipulations of food supplies until the people are all just left stupid and starving.
You can’t get away with not caring about the other human animal’s destiny. I’m talking about defrauding in any sense. You cannot figure, I’m going to get mine, and fuck them! If you do, you’re going to be that way in your relationships, with your man, your woman, your children. You have to be a loving, caring person. But to become that, to do that from out of that world of hate, chaos and destruction, that Old Society, that Old disOrder we were all formed by, well, you can only do it philosophically. You can only do it by adopting a loving, caring philosophy—that’s what you throw out to others, your philosophy, it’s part of your aura. It’s the sociologic aspect of your aura, and others Feel it, See it, and respond to its Truth and that, in turn, changes you and your emanations, changes you on every plane. That’s what Arol and I have thrown out to you guys, our philosophy, our Truth, and you’ve responded."
A Genghis Khan will come riding out of the north night and mow you down—because they have nothing to lose but their emotional and physical pain and their suffering—and maybe their starving. Now that sounds like it’s on a very pragmatic political have-and-have-not level. But on any level, like in the Ecolibrium sense, in the Zendikian sense, philosophically, metaphysically, you cannot get away with it.
The Infinite Psychic Field, the whole psychic realm, is a great vibrational web of communication. It permeates the Universe and every thought, every feeling, every pain, every lust is recorded there. And it’s felt by everything, by all life, simultaneously.
It’s instant. And nobody gets away with anything.
We’re all really intimately related, all parents and children, brothers and sisters, not only to each other but to everything. OK, but to keep this simple and comprehensible, I’m just talking about the human animal now.
I’m saying you can’t get away with defrauding the human animal with airhead religious philosophies and with international corporate manipulations of food supplies until the people are all just left stupid and starving.
You can’t get away with not caring about the other human animal’s destiny. I’m talking about defrauding in any sense. You cannot figure, I’m going to get mine, and fuck them! If you do, you’re going to be that way in your relationships, with your man, your woman, your children. You have to be a loving, caring person. But to become that, to do that from out of that world of hate, chaos and destruction, that Old Society, that Old disOrder we were all formed by, well, you can only do it philosophically. You can only do it by adopting a loving, caring philosophy—that’s what you throw out to others, your philosophy, it’s part of your aura. It’s the sociologic aspect of your aura, and others Feel it, See it, and respond to its Truth and that, in turn, changes you and your emanations, changes you on every plane. That’s what Arol and I have thrown out to you guys, our philosophy, our Truth, and you’ve responded."
Ok... time for an update... yeah... I don't have much to say... I hate life... I hate living here... I want my mom to die... I love Laura... I love her more than I love anything. She just cares about me as a friend. I'm dealing with it I guess... i'm back to conditioning myself for the army. I'm trying to get a job. I can't... no one wants me. Um... I love Laura (I know I said it already)... oh... and yeah... I love Laura...
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Ok... time for an update... yeah... I don't have much to say... I hate life... I hate living here... I want my mom to die... I love Laura... I love her more than I love anything. She just cares about me as a friend. I'm dealing with it I guess... i'm back to conditioning myself for the army. I'm trying to get a job. I can't... no one wants me. Um... I love Laura (I know I said it already)... oh... and yeah... I love Laura...
My choice is final now. I was thinking about not joining the army... because I was hoping I'd get something going for me other than that... like a relationship. Well that hasn't happened and won't. So I am deffinately enlisting. I'll put in 20 years... retire... and hopefully have a few good friends to spend my lonely hours with. The army is going to be my new family and life. Its all I really have anyway. It would make my dad proud... I hope everyone enjoys their next how every many years of high school. I hope you all find happiness and love. Laura... I hope you find yourself again and get back into life like you used to be. I hope everyone has good lifes and lives happily. I hope everyone gets what they want in life. I hope you all support me... some of you don't want to see me go into the army... some of you think its stupid and what not. Think that then. All I have to say is you guys have people in your lives. You have love and will. All I have is the army... thats all I'll ever have... and thats only because it accepts anyone.
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My choice is final now. I was thinking about not joining the army... because I was hoping I'd get something going for me other than that... like a relationship. Well that hasn't happened and won't. So I am deffinately enlisting. I'll put in 20 years... retire... and hopefully have a few good friends to spend my lonely hours with. The army is going to be my new family and life. Its all I really have anyway. It would make my dad proud... I hope everyone enjoys their next how every many years of high school. I hope you all find happiness and love. Laura... I hope you find yourself again and get back into life like you used to be. I hope everyone has good lifes and lives happily. I hope everyone gets what they want in life. I hope you all support me... some of you don't want to see me go into the army... some of you think its stupid and what not. Think that then. All I have to say is you guys have people in your lives. You have love and will. All I have is the army... thats all I'll ever have... and thats only because it accepts anyone.
ok... I haven't updated in a while... I know... Um... well this weekend was cool I guess. Dev0 and I hung out all weekend. We played EverQuest most of it. We watched Independence Day for the first time in a long time for both of us... we also went to see legally blonde again. Um... I've been thinking about Laura and Nikki all weekend. Trying to think about who I really love more... It doesn't really matter though. I don't have a chance with Laura... never will... never have... so I don't see why I should even dream about it. She has made it clear that nothing will ever happen between us. I need to try and forget about my feelings for her... or make myself only like her as a good friend somehow. Oh well... I'll figure it out.
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ok... I haven't updated in a while... I know... Um... well this weekend was cool I guess. Dev0 and I hung out all weekend. We played EverQuest most of it. We watched Independence Day for the first time in a long time for both of us... we also went to see legally blonde again. Um... I've been thinking about Laura and Nikki all weekend. Trying to think about who I really love more... It doesn't really matter though. I don't have a chance with Laura... never will... never have... so I don't see why I should even dream about it. She has made it clear that nothing will ever happen between us. I need to try and forget about my feelings for her... or make myself only like her as a good friend somehow. Oh well... I'll figure it out.
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I scored 13 on the pervertedlogic.com CyberWhore Poll!
Werd up, yo! You're a NET PIMP!
You've made your way onto one or two fucklists from the sheer dogged perseverance of your online flirting and constant offers to email pics of your wanx0r/boobage to anyone with an inbox. A heartthrob in AOL's Cleveland singles rooms, you're no stranger to, um, double clicking your own mouse in front of the computer.
Ok... um like yeah... I guess my fall break was ok... saturday sucked... me and bob and jimmy went to purdue and like didn't get home till 8pm so we couldn't go to dentoween.. That sucked royally... today I haven't felt good... and then like friday brandy asked her friend out for me without my knowledge and her friend like said she would if I wasn't so rude... so I didn't sleep hardly at all this weekend cause I was all trippin cause some girl thinks i'm really really rude. I'm not going to school tomorow so I hope nobody is plannin on seeing me(like that would ever happen anyway). Well... I"m a bit upset and confused right now so that is all...
I scored 13 on the pervertedlogic.com CyberWhore Poll!
Werd up, yo! You're a NET PIMP!
You've made your way onto one or two fucklists from the sheer dogged perseverance of your online flirting and constant offers to email pics of your wanx0r/boobage to anyone with an inbox. A heartthrob in AOL's Cleveland singles rooms, you're no stranger to, um, double clicking your own mouse in front of the computer.
Ok... um like yeah... I guess my fall break was ok... saturday sucked... me and bob and jimmy went to purdue and like didn't get home till 8pm so we couldn't go to dentoween.. That sucked royally... today I haven't felt good... and then like friday brandy asked her friend out for me without my knowledge and her friend like said she would if I wasn't so rude... so I didn't sleep hardly at all this weekend cause I was all trippin cause some girl thinks i'm really really rude. I'm not going to school tomorow so I hope nobody is plannin on seeing me(like that would ever happen anyway). Well... I"m a bit upset and confused right now so that is all...
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