ok... I haven't updated in a while... I know... Um... well this weekend was cool I guess. Dev0 and I hung out all weekend. We played EverQuest most of it. We watched Independence Day for the first time in a long time for both of us... we also went to see legally blonde again. Um... I've been thinking about Laura and Nikki all weekend. Trying to think about who I really love more... It doesn't really matter though. I don't have a chance with Laura... never will... never have... so I don't see why I should even dream about it. She has made it clear that nothing will ever happen between us. I need to try and forget about my feelings for her... or make myself only like her as a good friend somehow. Oh well... I'll figure it out.