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They won't let me drop out of ben davis untill the nine weeks ends... which is stupid... because ben davis' grading periods are every 18 weeks... They won't let me have two study centers for the next two weeks so I get to go over to ben davis for 3 hours a day and like read or somethin... I'm not gonna do the work if i'm not even gonna get credit for it... Laura I love you... I would hate for you to die... If you did die I'd miss you... Dev0... get your parents to unground you man... we have to hang out... Well... I'm out... peace

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They won't let me drop out of ben davis untill the nine weeks ends... which is stupid... because ben davis' grading periods are every 18 weeks... They won't let me have two study centers for the next two weeks so I get to go over to ben davis for 3 hours a day and like read or somethin... I'm not gonna do the work if i'm not even gonna get credit for it... Laura I love you... I would hate for you to die... If you did die I'd miss you... Dev0... get your parents to unground you man... we have to hang out... Well... I'm out... peace

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I"m gonna be spending a lot of time at home from now on... like anyone cares. Um... you guys will see me around school and thats about it. I've been hurt to much... and I'm just gonna start stayin here and chillin with my computer and my dog. I will probably be writing in here a whole hell of a lot though... in result of me staying home a lot. Anyway. You all don't realy read this anymore anyway. Just a few people that don't even know me. They read it... I guess they are my real friends... they get upset when I don't update and tell me... so Peace and what not.
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I"m gonna be spending a lot of time at home from now on... like anyone cares. Um... you guys will see me around school and thats about it. I've been hurt to much... and I'm just gonna start stayin here and chillin with my computer and my dog. I will probably be writing in here a whole hell of a lot though... in result of me staying home a lot. Anyway. You all don't realy read this anymore anyway. Just a few people that don't even know me. They read it... I guess they are my real friends... they get upset when I don't update and tell me... so Peace and what not.

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To Dev0-Happy birthday Devin... I envy you... you had people ate your 16th birthday party... You got a girl... you got a boomstick. You have an awesome family. It was great being there tonight. It let me feel like I was a part of somethin big and good. It also was a bad experience though... Its making me wish I had a nice family that was cool... also Laura was there. She kept looking at me... then she sat their in the floor in front of me... and I couldn't stop watching her. Its pure torture... In some country it has to be illegal. Oh well...
To Laura- Laura... tonight you asked why I don't talk to you but I talk to other people. Heres the answer. I do that because I'm afraid I'll say something stupid to you. Or hurt your feelings. I still love you, and It's just hard for me to talk to you and be places with you... mainly because I want something more serious with you but I know it will never happen. I'm sorry I got pissed about friday. I shoulnd't of cared. At least I got a good chance to think again. Thats why I love shows... thats also why I hate them. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you over the years. I'm so sorry. After you read this... you should hit me... yes thats right... next time you see me hit me as hard as you can. To pay me back for being a dick to you. Kick me in the balls to... I deserve much more than that. I however can't let you kill me... I can however let you hurt me to some extent.
to Ashlie- um... Lets forget about everything bad thats happened... lets keep a friendship... and just a friendship...
I know there is a lot more people I need to say things to. I'll get around to it soon. I just am starting to cry to much to really see and effectively type. I'm sorry.. I'll get aroud to apologizing to everyone very soon.
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To Dev0-Happy birthday Devin... I envy you... you had people ate your 16th birthday party... You got a girl... you got a boomstick. You have an awesome family. It was great being there tonight. It let me feel like I was a part of somethin big and good. It also was a bad experience though... Its making me wish I had a nice family that was cool... also Laura was there. She kept looking at me... then she sat their in the floor in front of me... and I couldn't stop watching her. Its pure torture... In some country it has to be illegal. Oh well...
To Laura- Laura... tonight you asked why I don't talk to you but I talk to other people. Heres the answer. I do that because I'm afraid I'll say something stupid to you. Or hurt your feelings. I still love you, and It's just hard for me to talk to you and be places with you... mainly because I want something more serious with you but I know it will never happen. I'm sorry I got pissed about friday. I shoulnd't of cared. At least I got a good chance to think again. Thats why I love shows... thats also why I hate them. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you over the years. I'm so sorry. After you read this... you should hit me... yes thats right... next time you see me hit me as hard as you can. To pay me back for being a dick to you. Kick me in the balls to... I deserve much more than that. I however can't let you kill me... I can however let you hurt me to some extent.
to Ashlie- um... Lets forget about everything bad thats happened... lets keep a friendship... and just a friendship...
I know there is a lot more people I need to say things to. I'll get around to it soon. I just am starting to cry to much to really see and effectively type. I'm sorry.. I'll get aroud to apologizing to everyone very soon.
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I have decided that midget shcizo bitch ashlie is not human. She is the exact opposite of human. She knows that she has done things that have pissed people off... so she yells at them for hurting her feelings after she has done bad thigns to them... then she goes and brings up painful memories about their parent who died in their fucking arms... this makes her not human... We have a evil, vial, creature living amongst us. We must do something.
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I have decided that midget shcizo bitch ashlie is not human. She is the exact opposite of human. She knows that she has done things that have pissed people off... so she yells at them for hurting her feelings after she has done bad thigns to them... then she goes and brings up painful memories about their parent who died in their fucking arms... this makes her not human... We have a evil, vial, creature living amongst us. We must do something.
- AxisMundi
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I'm fed up with people... I really am this time... Laura was a fuckin ass friday... she begged me to go to the show... I broke plans with people just to go because she begged me to... so I get there... and she totally fucking ignores me... and when I try and talk to her she is so drunk that she is meaner than a snake and getting shitty over everything. It hurt me so bad to see her like that... it hurt me even more to see her treat me like a non existant piece of shit. Then Saturday I had to deal with ashlies shit. She is all like "boo hoo you hate me... you were so sweet two weeks ago" yeah damn strait I was then. THat was before you took money to fuck michael. Then you came over to MY FUCKING HOUSE TO DO IT. Then last nite. You and bickel fucked over here... and when I told you guys you couldn't and that you needed to do it somewhere else you locked yourselves into the back room. So I unlocked you and had to come in with a fucking homeade blow torch to get you guys out of their. So fuck you. On the other hand though... I had fun with bob this weekend. Driving around with him. So thats a very small plus. If I had the strength I'd probably kill myself just to get away from you rat bastards. Peace the fuck out.

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I'm fed up with people... I really am this time... Laura was a fuckin ass friday... she begged me to go to the show... I broke plans with people just to go because she begged me to... so I get there... and she totally fucking ignores me... and when I try and talk to her she is so drunk that she is meaner than a snake and getting shitty over everything. It hurt me so bad to see her like that... it hurt me even more to see her treat me like a non existant piece of shit. Then Saturday I had to deal with ashlies shit. She is all like "boo hoo you hate me... you were so sweet two weeks ago" yeah damn strait I was then. THat was before you took money to fuck michael. Then you came over to MY FUCKING HOUSE TO DO IT. Then last nite. You and bickel fucked over here... and when I told you guys you couldn't and that you needed to do it somewhere else you locked yourselves into the back room. So I unlocked you and had to come in with a fucking homeade blow torch to get you guys out of their. So fuck you. On the other hand though... I had fun with bob this weekend. Driving around with him. So thats a very small plus. If I had the strength I'd probably kill myself just to get away from you rat bastards. Peace the fuck out.

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My contacts should be readty today tomorrow or monday... hopefully today... i'm getting tired of waiting... it has been so damn long since I"ve had a pereferal vision worth shit... I haven't beel able to wear sunglasses for such a long time either... Finally the day draws near when all of this changes. I can not wait to get them. I don't want to go to school today but I gotta go... We are watching a knight's tale and ben davis today... so that makes it easier on me.... oh well... I love you all... peace...
-Das Allgemeine!
AxisMundi
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My contacts should be readty today tomorrow or monday... hopefully today... i'm getting tired of waiting... it has been so damn long since I"ve had a pereferal vision worth shit... I haven't beel able to wear sunglasses for such a long time either... Finally the day draws near when all of this changes. I can not wait to get them. I don't want to go to school today but I gotta go... We are watching a knight's tale and ben davis today... so that makes it easier on me.... oh well... I love you all... peace...
-Das Allgemeine!
AxisMundi
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Life is fairly boring right now. I'm slowly losing that 80 pounds. I'm tired of being alone in life. Oh well... my great uncle who was dying of cancer had a massive heart attack earlier today. If he dies it will be another funeral I'll have to go to. I hope I get my car's radio working soon... I miss bumping in my little 4 banger. Oh well... someday I'm gonna have the car I almost had... my '70 chevelle SS... the damn bastard sold it to someone else when he had already SOLD us the car. He gave us our money back and sold it to someone else for less... just because they were his friends and gave him a 454 rat... Thats the kinda engine i'm gonna have in my chevelle. Its going to be a white chevelle... black hood bars... tucked antennas... Its going to be packing a 454 rat... duel exhaust... 1 inch glass packs. Good performace tires. A road runner spoiler. And a 4 liter NOS. She will be a car. She will serve me well to... one of these days I'll have her... one of these days... untill then... Amanda... my little 4 banger will sufice.
-Das Allgemeine!
AxisMundi

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Life is fairly boring right now. I'm slowly losing that 80 pounds. I'm tired of being alone in life. Oh well... my great uncle who was dying of cancer had a massive heart attack earlier today. If he dies it will be another funeral I'll have to go to. I hope I get my car's radio working soon... I miss bumping in my little 4 banger. Oh well... someday I'm gonna have the car I almost had... my '70 chevelle SS... the damn bastard sold it to someone else when he had already SOLD us the car. He gave us our money back and sold it to someone else for less... just because they were his friends and gave him a 454 rat... Thats the kinda engine i'm gonna have in my chevelle. Its going to be a white chevelle... black hood bars... tucked antennas... Its going to be packing a 454 rat... duel exhaust... 1 inch glass packs. Good performace tires. A road runner spoiler. And a 4 liter NOS. She will be a car. She will serve me well to... one of these days I'll have her... one of these days... untill then... Amanda... my little 4 banger will sufice.
-Das Allgemeine!
AxisMundi