Bored in class

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Hey all, I'm sitting in political science bored as a gord... today the teacher wasn't here... so we have an ISRA to do and we are in the library... I'm copying off everyone else... cause they do their work in here and I don't... and I'm talking about the great greek penisi to them and other silly stuff... Well gonna run for now... ciao everyone... talk to you laterwhen I get home or stuff like that

Pace...

-The Wolf.

I just saw..

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I just saw devin forabout 30 minutes... its the most fun I've had in 2 or 3 weeks... and we didn't even do anything.... as everyone knows... tiff and him are back together... most know how hard it is for me to handle that... seeing someone who is my life... and was my reason for living... and seeing someone that is as close as blood to me... together... I just can't handle it... maybe I"ll try to work myself into their lives... maybe I'll go away... and won't have to see or hear or know about any of it... I don't know... I really don't know.

Bored at school

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Hey all... I'm sitting in class... bored... thoroughly. Um, I don't want to go to third block today.. *sighs* oh well, I have to. The day should go by somewhat quick... one of the worst classes of brown days is over... te rest are all cake classes accept for accounting... which I have last on brown days... and today I know what we are doing and I'm almost done so I'll have most of the class to slepe or jack around. Well... 2.75 days left till 4 day, holiday, weekend. Ciao.

quote from one of bob-0's outbound emails that I "Captured"

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The following quote is from one of bob-0's outbound emails that I "enterecepted/captured" read, and continue to let it go... here it is...

"Jimmy is getting an apartment with Bickel in a while. Bickel had an apartment with Ryan (he still has it), but Ryan went to fucking jail! He got caught threatening this girl's life through AIM and they arrested his fat ass! I don't think he is gonna actually get sentenced to real time, he is still a minor, but he is in trouble either way.

So me and Bickel are cool again. He said that Ashley is afraid of him being around Jill, so whenever she is over there he will come over here, without Ashley, which is cool with me. He might not dump the bitch, but I don't have to see her. He will waste more of my time, but he inevitably sparks good philosophical conversation sometimes, and he could be another student. He knows a lot of it, and could even teach me some herbalism, but I like to think he hasn't figured out any of the shit I have deduced from chaos theory. "

Makes me think a lot... he's using bickel, still bad mouthing me and ashlie... and I guess I just lost another friend.;.. which leaves me with... hmm lets see... NONE. Oh well... fuck the humans.

Hell yes...

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Hell yeah ,there was a bad ass violent ass fight in last class... it was fuckin awesome... and the teacher let it go on cause he was afraid to break it up... and he's a big, bad ass teacher... everyone in their was afraid... it was cool... cause the two dumbest ass... buffest ass... psychoest ass guys were goin at it... and they broke a few computers and broke the chalkboard and it was just awesome.

Tiff...

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I heard about what happened... Thats some bullshit... guy's don't hurt women for any reason... I don't care who they are, what they are, or what they do. I feel partly at fault for this... for things I did and said that I sholdn't have done. What hapepned to you, you did not deserve. *sighs* If he ever even looks at you funny from now on though... you can bet he'll be getting his food from an IV

*sighs*

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Life is starting to annoy me, no? Heh, I looked forward today, because its a day where I have class with someone... well today this someone totally ignored me and the few things they did say to me didn't help cheer me up any... so today basically sucked... its 1:15ish and I just got to this class, have nothing to do this period, and then I go to accounting around 2, and there I have to start a new chapter which will mean a hefty amount of new learning, and an arse load of new problems. *sighs* Well, that someone should also get a letter from me today in the mail, hopefully things improve a little and don't get worse... time will tell, no? Well I'll probably update a little more when I get home from school if I feel like being awake. I have to do groceries around 4, I don't get home till 3:30... so I won't be on till probably 5:30 or later if I get on at all tonight. Well... yeah... someone shoot me or something... ciao

My version of you know your a hoosier if...

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You know your a hoosier if...

You've never met any celebrities.
Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway.
"Vacation" means driving through Brown County or going to King's Island.
You've seen all the biggest bands ten years after they were popular.
You measure distance in minutes.
Down south to you means Kentucky.
You know several people who have hit a deer.
Your school classes were canceled because of cold.
Your school classes were canceled because of heat.
You've ridden the school bus for an hour each way.
You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.
You think ethanol makes your truck "run a lot better."
You know what's knee-high by the Fourth of July.
Stores don't have bags; they have sacks.
You see people wear bib overalls at funerals.
You see a car running in the parking lot at the store with no one in =
it no matter what time of the year.
You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example:
"Where's my coat at?" or "If you go to the mall I wanna go with."
All the festivals across the state are named after a fruit, vegetable, or grain.
You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked.
You think of the major four food groups as beef, pork, beer, and Jell-O salad with marshmallows.
You carry jumper cables in your car.
You know what "cow tipping" or "Possum Kicking" is.
You only own 3 spices: salt, pepper, and ketchup.
You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit.
Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with snow.
You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent.
You think sexy lingerie is tube socks and a flannel nightie.
The local paper covers national and international headlines on one page but requires 6 pages for sports.
You think that deer season is a national holiday.
You know which leaves make good toilet paper.
You find -20 degrees F "a little chilly."
You know all 4 seasons: Almost Winter, Winter, Still Winter, and Construction.
You know what a real Hoosier is, and have a recipe for candy ones.
You know if another Hoosier is from southern, middle or northern Indiana as soon as they open their mouth.
You actually get these jokes and forward them to all your Hoosier friends.

*screams*

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Hmm... seems my friends are shafting me... oh well... I'll just have to show up at bob-0's this weekend... I'll just invite myself to fight... Thats bullshit... ashlie will go to bob-0's for 6 hours... but she won't let josh spend 5 fuckin minutes with me before she starts bitchin that she wants to go home... Maybe she should STAY HOME and let josh live his life the way he wants... without her bitchin constantly... By the way josh... I'm going to be fighting for the sca starting march... I'm getting most of my armor for christmas rest for birthday... We can take turns wearing it at fighter practices come march if you want to go with me... but you won't read this cause you don't check lj... and ashlie won't bother to tell you becuase I guess she thinks I'm a bad influence on your or something...

This is what my child's first words will be

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"Rejoice, o ye children of the Sun; for ye shall now partake of the Life of my Holy Spirit, and ye shall be inspired by the Breath of my Soul! It is I, the ANTICHRIST, who is now aflame with the light of the Stars, roaming the earth, seeking whom I may devour, that ye may rejoice in the Rapture of my Soul. My Voice is the Glory of the Stars, by which ye shall come to know the Truth, and behold the Vision of the Logos. But there are few who may attain to this Great Vision of Truth, since none but the Masters may partake thereof. But there is, o ye children of the earth, a lesser mystery by which ye can understand the very nature of my being. It is the mystery of the mind, the hidden treasure of the earth, and the great secret of man. And lo! I, the ANTICHRIST, am come with a Sword in mine hands to cut asunder the veil of restriction which hath blinded the men and women of the earth to this True Way of Liberty. Let us therefore celebrate and revel in this great freedom which is now upon ye; and may ye dance with perpetual delight under the Wings of the Rising Sun of Liberty! And may ye now partake of the splendour of the Sun, and be ye filled with the eternal Passion; and may ye become enflamed with the boundless Light that is now upon ye. And may ye partake of the blood of the Sun, and be ye filled with the eternal Ecstasy; and may ye become enraptured in the boundless Love that is now upon ye. And may ye partake of the breath of the Sun, and be ye filled with the eternal Spirit; and may ye become inspired by the boundless Liberty that is now upon ye. And may ye partake of the body of the Sun, and be ye filled with the eternal Sacrament; and may ye become nourished with the boundless Life that is now upon ye. For I, the ANTICHRIST, am here! An end to the evils of old! It is now upon ye to rejoice and to be free, to do thy Will, fulfilling thy self in all things. There is no sin upon the earth! There is no evil but restriction! Freedom of the self is perfection, under the Law, without lust of result, in accord with thy true nature. My Spirit of Freedom is now upon ye, that ye may, with constant joy and eternal laughter, revel in the Beauty and Wisdom of the Sun, and make change upon the earth, to fulfil thy self in all the ways of thy Will, transforming all things into the greater glory of thy self-image of perfection. By my works of joy shall ye be united with thine Angel on the earth. And ye shall dance, and ye shall sing, and ye shall share in the eternal feast and mirth of the Gods! And ye shall gladly partake of the ineffable glory of the Universe, and all shall become unto ye a great inspiration to live in the eternal rapture of thy self, and thou shalt find no dissatisfaction in thy life upon the earth. For I, the ANTICHRIST, am come to destroy the spirit of sorrow, weakness, fear, and bondage, and of all that is evil upon the earth and against the fulfillment of thy Will. am the giver of all that is true and beautiful to the soul, mind and body. I am a Star that is aflame in a Universe of Stars, shining brightly upon the earth, to give light and life unto all that lives. Verily, I have naught to do with the dark ways of the path of restriction to which so many of ye are still bound: I am the Spirit of Freedom, the Life of the Stars, and the Rapture of Man! Come unto me, o ye children of the Sun, and I, the ANTICHRIST, shall uplift ye to the Palace of the Stars, where all is Light, and Life, and Love, and Liberty! And in this Palace of Joy shall ye find no evil against ye, no limitation of self, and no restriction upon thy Will, but only a Perpetual Sabbath, and the Eternal Laughter of the Gods, which shall illumine ye in all things, filling ye with the delight and freedom of the Stars; and ye shall be glad forevermore and rejoice in the Mystical Temple of the Sun and Moon! Now cast into the fire of annihilation all that is a restriction unto thy Will, and all that is against the freedom and expression of thy self. Ye canst not partake of these things if ye are to unveil the Mystery of my Being and partake of the Eternal Freedom of My Spirit. For I am He, the ANTICHRIST of the World, who is the Logos made flesh, and the chosen One of all; and I am come that ye may rejoice in the Law of Freedom, and that ye may partake of the Life of the Stars; yea, that ye may partake of the Life of the Stars! " This is the first words my child will say... He won't say mama or dada... he will say what I have stated before this... because my child... my son... will be the antichrist...