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Gee my life is so fucking fun... its 7:41... Devin is downstairs asleep and I've been up for five hours sitting here at this computer like I do all the time... Later today Devin and I will be out and around but we will just be going to his other friends houses... Like yesterday he wanted to see Brandy so I sat in her driveway bored out of my skull for about an hour... then we went to the Aishe's and I sat their bored out of my skull for over an hour. Today will be similiar... thats how it always is... I wish I had somewhat of a life like he does... oh well... not all of us can be lucky I guess... so fuck the world... peace
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Gee my life is so fucking fun... its 7:41... Devin is downstairs asleep and I've been up for five hours sitting here at this computer like I do all the time... Later today Devin and I will be out and around but we will just be going to his other friends houses... Like yesterday he wanted to see Brandy so I sat in her driveway bored out of my skull for about an hour... then we went to the Aishe's and I sat their bored out of my skull for over an hour. Today will be similiar... thats how it always is... I wish I had somewhat of a life like he does... oh well... not all of us can be lucky I guess... so fuck the world... peace

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in
Ok... this is GAY... I need a life!!! I wish I would get hit by a car or somethin... I'm tired of being single and being alone and bored all the fucking time... somtimes I think no one cares about me... I'm probably correct. I mean why would anyone care about me? Its not like they should... oh well. Maybe I should just give up on the idea of ever having someone to share my life with and pamper them and treat them as best as I could and wait on them. Maybe some day things will change... I doubt it though. I'm just an annoying loser that no one wants around. Whatever... I'm tired of people saying they love me when they don't... or this "I just want us to be friends" bullshit excuse. Whatever... if no one wants me in their life I understand. Peace out..
in
Ok... this is GAY... I need a life!!! I wish I would get hit by a car or somethin... I'm tired of being single and being alone and bored all the fucking time... somtimes I think no one cares about me... I'm probably correct. I mean why would anyone care about me? Its not like they should... oh well. Maybe I should just give up on the idea of ever having someone to share my life with and pamper them and treat them as best as I could and wait on them. Maybe some day things will change... I doubt it though. I'm just an annoying loser that no one wants around. Whatever... I'm tired of people saying they love me when they don't... or this "I just want us to be friends" bullshit excuse. Whatever... if no one wants me in their life I understand. Peace out..

Here goes one of them damn question thingies

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LIVING ARRANGEMENT: Live by myself... mom is never home so I say I live by myself
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OUIJA BOARDS? They taste bad
YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOWS? The Tribe... Friends... Seinfeld
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Don't use one...
FAVORITE GAME: Vampire the Masquerade
FAVORITE MAGAZINE: Popular Science
FAVORITE SMELLS: Green Apple and fresh baked cookies
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Feeling when your dad dies in your arms
BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Stretching after being lathargic for several hours
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK WHEN YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING: damn its morning already?
ROLLER COASTER - SCARY OR EXCITING? Boring as hell
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? whenever I get to it
FUTURE DAUGHTER'S NAME: Laura... after the best friend I had for 3 years
FUTURE SON'S NAME: Patheus
FAVORITE FOODS: Pizza, Chicken, Maccaronii, and Bread.
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate
DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE? Hell yes...
STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? cool to the tenth power
FIRST CAR: 1991 Pontiac Grand Am
IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE: Hitler... so I could kick him int the balls for being an idiot.
FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK: drugs are bad m'kay
WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Aries
YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Broccoli blows dogs for quarters
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE? to be a he madame and have many he pimps with magical manginas
IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? violet
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yes... but she didn't see me as more than a friend
WHAT IS ON YOUR WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? one of Laura's drawings and two Leighton paintings.
FAVORITE MOVIE(S)? Hackers , American History X, The Matrix, SLC Punk, RHPS
ARE YOU A LEFTY, RIGHTY, OR AMBIDEXTROUS? Righty
DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? No... but I do 274 GWAM to make up for it
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? I'm afraid to look
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 169... its square root is 13
FAVORITE SPORT(S) TO WATCH: Sports are stupid
EVER HAD A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND: its me ok... so no
IF SO HOW MANY? zero cero zéro null none notta zip
FAVORITE ANIMAL? dog
LEAST FAVORITE ANIMAL? the human being
DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Yes... bun... had him since I was born... he's a great rabbit... and he is alive I swear!
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Ok... I'm bored... sitting here talkin to Cheryl... moping about Laura and Matt... wishing I could have someone like everyhone else does. Someone I could spend time with... and devote my life to... and the like... but oh well I'm gobble right... no fun or love for me... I am just here for everyone to get money and rides from