Today...

Today is a very sad day... I lost the life of something very close to me... my boots... after 6 years of brave and loyal service to me, one of the seams failed leaving a decent hole inbetween the sidewalls and the sole... sad day indeed... I really wish I would have broke in my other pair before now... becaue now I have to go work a truck, then get up in the morning and go work another 8 hours on my feet... my fet should be nice and raw come friday afternoon. Have to order a replacement pair to replace my backups sometime tomorrow or saturday... *sighs* Boots, you will be missed.

look what...

Look what I came across today...

"The Breakup
We had a beautiful relationship; we shared a beautiful thing
We fell head over heals in love with each other
But now the time has come that we broke apart
Over a stupid imature fight; the day you brokd my heart
I have my new born wishes now
I wish that my breath would stop
end the entering and exiting of my lungs
I wish that my heart would stop
pumping the blood throughout my body
It is too broken to have the duty to keep me alive
I pity those who are alone by the choice driven with fear
For those people shall never learn What the emotion of love feels like
Expecially in the arms of your loved one.
I want you back, my secret boyfriend
I want to hold you in my arms again
I want us to have the special thing in which we had
All I have left to say; is three simple words
Ryan, I love you
Madison Renae Zoller"
Also found this
"My Loss of You
It hurts to be around you.
But I don't want to leave.
My grip is too tight to let go.
We made a beautiful couple,
a perfect pair,
but it was thrown away by you.
My eyes are like endless rain.
They are always crying for my heart's loss.
It hurts too much for me to much longer bare.
I will never give up.
Somewhere in your heart you miss me.
Why did you listen to you friends?
Why can't you tell me the truth?
You act like you still care.
Always by your side;
I want to be there.
I will always love you.
Madison Renae Zoller"
*blinks*

HAHAHAHA!!

On Monday, authorities in Indianapolis said a 4-year-old boy took crack cocaine that police said was worth up to $10,000 to his preschool class and showed it to classmates, saying it was flour.
Teachers realized it was cocaine and called authorities.
"This could have killed these kids," said police Sgt. Roger Tuchek.
Indianapolis police said Tuesday they were still seeking the boy's parents, Kenneth Lee Green, 24, and Andrea D. Jackson, 23. Jackson was wanted on a warrant for failing to appear in court, court records showed. Green had been convicted of carrying an unlicensed firearm, resisting law enforcement and marijuana possession.

I lied

I lied one last update...
I wish that I could say this, and it be representing someone in my life, that I share my life with... however that currently isn't the case...
"My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips' red:
If snow be white, why then her breasts be dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And in some perfumes is there more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak, - yet well I know
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go, -
My mistress when she walks, treads on the ground;
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
As any she belied with false compare. "
And for my russian friends, I leave you with this
Наслаждение становится наслаждением, только когда о нем вспоминаешь. Ты говоришь так, будто наслаждение – это одно, а память о нем совсем другое, но ведь они не разделимы. То, что ты зовешь воспоминанием, довершает наслаждение. Когда мы с тобой встретились, момент встречи был и прошел. Сам по себе он ничто. Теперь мы вспоминаем его, и он понемногу растет. Но мы все еще знаем о нем очень мало. Истинная встреча с тобой – это какой я ее буду вспоминать, когда придет время умирать. А та, что была, - только ее начало. Ты говорил, на твоей хандре есть поэты. Разве они не учат вас этому?
Ryan Carl Mercer
-Волк

oh heh

Oh ... I almost forgot to mention one rather interesting thing... I had sex with brit spears last nite... it was an interesting dream... after fucking her like a dirty little slut... I proceded to invite a shitload of people over, charged them 20$ a pop to get in... and let them gang bang her... it was one damn interesting dream... to bad I don't have all that money I made in the dream *sighs* there were LOTS of people there... heh... easily made a grand in that dream.... *sighs* who cares about her... I just want the money I made in the dream *sobs* heh

today

Well yeah today sucked... I need friends... real friends... who will do shit with me *nods* not just people who say they are my friends or say they will be my friends *nods*... but today sucked cause like went out with family to eat for my birthday (which I didn't want to do) my damn cousins newborn daughter wouldn't stop crying... out of 9 people there I was the onyl one no one would talk to... the waitress fucked my order and stuff up 6 different times, but no one elses... etc etc... whatever though... thats my life...