school

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I'm sittin at school, bored off my ass... in one of my classes with a student teacher, he is a student teacher in this class (some career planning bullshit) and in my accounting class... sometimes his accent makes him sound texan but he's born and raised here in Indiana... so whatever... Um, yeah, well... I should probably do something... Dev-0 um, I get home at about 3:30 I'll either see you online, call you, or you call me. Somethin... Well off to kill an hour then go to lunch, then anatomy, then to political science for like this shit we call "prime time" where you go to a diff class during it everyday so it's a study center for that specific class today we go to block 7,which is our 2nd period "gold day" class which is Poly Sci. Then to Accounting... oh boy... then home... woo-hoo. Anyway, peace.
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RyanMercer: some dumb ass, that calls himself an ecologist
BlackMys7: y r they dumb ecologists?
RyanMercer: is trying to tell me that 7 people car pooling in a hybrid car that uses half as much gas as a normal car and has a tenth of the emissions of a normal car... is worse than 7 people driving cars with 10 times as bad emission using twice as much fuel
RyanMercer: what a fucking dumbass
RyanMercer: hmm
RyanMercer: 1 car... or 7 cars that are each 10 times worse one mission and use twice as much fuel
RyanMercer: what one sounds better and cleaner
RyanMercer: emissions... or 70times the first emission
RyanMercer: 1 gallon of gas or 14 gallons of gass
RyanMercer: hmm...
RyanMercer: I wonder.

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RyanMercer: some dumb ass, that calls himself an ecologist
BlackMys7: y r they dumb ecologists?
RyanMercer: is trying to tell me that 7 people car pooling in a hybrid car that uses half as much gas as a normal car and has a tenth of the emissions of a normal car... is worse than 7 people driving cars with 10 times as bad emission using twice as much fuel
RyanMercer: what a fucking dumbass
RyanMercer: hmm
RyanMercer: 1 car... or 7 cars that are each 10 times worse one mission and use twice as much fuel
RyanMercer: what one sounds better and cleaner
RyanMercer: emissions... or 70times the first emission
RyanMercer: 1 gallon of gas or 14 gallons of gass
RyanMercer: hmm...
RyanMercer: I wonder.

I'm moving...

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I'm sorry to anyone that may not like this. But in less than two years I will be moving to Ireland. I'll start out in Dublin... after a year or two get myself a chunk of land, build a nice stone cottage, all I'll need is a septic tank for it to be legal. And I'll always have a place for people to stay if the want to come see Ireland. And I'll come back a few weeks every summer and winter. *nods*
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Hmm, I'm just sittin here... kinda bored... kinda lonely... tomorrow is samhain and I don't have anything planned, prolly just do a spur of the moment thing like a did for beltane. Specially since I have large and older tree brothers here, where at beltane, I had to use baby tree brothers in my little dealio... um... yeah... well peace I guess...

*sighs*

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It's almost been a year since I fucked Nikki over. *cries* I wish I wouldn't have done that... I really wish I wouldn't have... oh well... I'm not trying to sound suicidal, because I'm not... but if I don't seem like me anymore its cause I dont' have anything else to give or to fight with... I have no reason to live... so I'm just gonna hope things get better soon... I've given every last ounce I had to give... now its time for life to give back to me... cause I just can't keep doin it. *Grumbles* well I guess I"m going to bed.

I quote k-lynn

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I quote K-lynn... "I want someone that I can call my own... Someone that I can say that I love. I want a love that has no doubt in it from myslef or the other person... I want it pure, young, free, and full of hope and energy. I feel that I am missing out on something... I don't think love is tangible for me. I dunno... Blah... I just have had this feeling, this need for someone, for so long... it's eating me up. I get way too attached to quickly because I want this so badly... It suks... I am going to end up being hurt so much if I keep this shit up to where I will give up on my hope for love. I will just throw the idea out and that scares me. I don't want to give up on something I desire and miss so deeply. That's another thing... Well, nevermind... I miss being held... and I hate being lied to. I dunno... " She has pretty much wrapped all my bitching up in her october 8th post. so um.. DITTO.