Brandy told me not to get to close to her. So I was mislead again... what she told me and other people friday and saturday was juts bullshit I guess... I'm going to apply at fed ex here in a few minutes... hopefully I can get a job there or somewhere soon. Well... I love Brandy... and according to what ashlie and josh had told me she felt the same way... plus what she told me saturday... thats life though... I'm used to it... I got my hand for pleasure and my computer to talk to... thats all I need... anyway peace.
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Brandy told me not to get to close to her. So I was mislead again... what she told me and other people friday and saturday was juts bullshit I guess... I'm going to apply at fed ex here in a few minutes... hopefully I can get a job there or somewhere soon. Well... I love Brandy... and according to what ashlie and josh had told me she felt the same way... plus what she told me saturday... thats life though... I'm used to it... I got my hand for pleasure and my computer to talk to... thats all I need... anyway peace.
Well Brandy has met someone... here I quote her journal "I had a wonderful day. I have sort of met someone and they make me really happy and it is amazing how things between two people can escalate so much within just a 24 hour period. GOD I AM SO HAPPY! There is no word in the english language that can describe how happy i am." Anyway. Um... I guess I'm happy for her, or somethin like that. My life is spiralling down the drain faster and faster every second... I want to leave this place... leave all my memories behind... No... I really want to die... I wish I would have had the balls to do it last nite... when I was going to... I wouldn't have had to deal with what i found out today and what else happened today. OH well... I don't fuckin care.
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Well Brandy has met someone... here I quote her journal "I had a wonderful day. I have sort of met someone and they make me really happy and it is amazing how things between two people can escalate so much within just a 24 hour period. GOD I AM SO HAPPY! There is no word in the english language that can describe how happy i am." Anyway. Um... I guess I'm happy for her, or somethin like that. My life is spiralling down the drain faster and faster every second... I want to leave this place... leave all my memories behind... No... I really want to die... I wish I would have had the balls to do it last nite... when I was going to... I wouldn't have had to deal with what i found out today and what else happened today. OH well... I don't fuckin care.
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Ok... Today... my life went to hell... bad stuff happened to Josh. Um... A few of my teachers got shitty with me... Madison was all over me in 4th period and would leave me fucking alone. Mom got shitty with me. I think Brandy is avoiding me... maybe not... maybe she just has been very very busy and hasn't been able to respond to any of like my 5 emails... umm or my page... I guess driving by my house and honking is a sufficient answer to a page if she is busy or something. Whatever though... It doesn't matter. I don't really care... bye or something.
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Ok... Today... my life went to hell... bad stuff happened to Josh. Um... A few of my teachers got shitty with me... Madison was all over me in 4th period and would leave me fucking alone. Mom got shitty with me. I think Brandy is avoiding me... maybe not... maybe she just has been very very busy and hasn't been able to respond to any of like my 5 emails... umm or my page... I guess driving by my house and honking is a sufficient answer to a page if she is busy or something. Whatever though... It doesn't matter. I don't really care... bye or something.
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Bah. I don't want to go to school. Oh well... have to. I hope everyone had a good weekend. I hope everyone has a good day. I need to get goin... have stuff I need to get ready for school. I also need to forge a note saying why I was gone friday. So peace all.
Bah. I don't want to go to school. Oh well... have to. I hope everyone had a good weekend. I hope everyone has a good day. I need to get goin... have stuff I need to get ready for school. I also need to forge a note saying why I was gone friday. So peace all.
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Well... looks like I fucked up again... I think I'm done with live journal, and done with caring about people, and done with talking to people.
Well... looks like I fucked up again... I think I'm done with live journal, and done with caring about people, and done with talking to people.
Great.. I've just been infromed michael is coming over to... fuck... why not call the cops and invite them to
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Great.. I've just been infromed michael is coming over to... fuck... why not call the cops and invite them to
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Brandy, Josh, and Ashlie are downstairs having fun. I'm up here. Alone. I don't even think they know they are at my house... lot alone that I'm not down their with them. Its all kewl though. I'm just chillin up here by myself. Praying that mom doesn't come home with them all down their like that. Whatever though. I also can't be around Brandy and Ashlie when they are doing shit with each other. It hurts to much to see them do stuff with each other. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say... peace
Brandy, Josh, and Ashlie are downstairs having fun. I'm up here. Alone. I don't even think they know they are at my house... lot alone that I'm not down their with them. Its all kewl though. I'm just chillin up here by myself. Praying that mom doesn't come home with them all down their like that. Whatever though. I also can't be around Brandy and Ashlie when they are doing shit with each other. It hurts to much to see them do stuff with each other. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say... peace
Hello. I'm bored. What to do... what to do. Um. Its what 11:30 or somethin. I'm hoping today gets better so far its been rather boring. I need to get a job. I've nearly applied everywhere. I"m starting to get frustrated about not being able to get a job. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say.
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Hello. I'm bored. What to do... what to do. Um. Its what 11:30 or somethin. I'm hoping today gets better so far its been rather boring. I need to get a job. I've nearly applied everywhere. I"m starting to get frustrated about not being able to get a job. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say.