I don't have internet access... so I get it... and now I don't want it... because all of the things i've discovered in the past few minutes... I just can't do things right in life... but anyway... I guess some people can... so... congrats to Janelle and Felix... and congrats to Tiff and Lucas... and yeah... whatever...
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I don't have internet access... so I get it... and now I don't want it... because all of the things i've discovered in the past few minutes... I just can't do things right in life... but anyway... I guess some people can... so... congrats to Janelle and Felix... and congrats to Tiff and Lucas... and yeah... whatever...
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I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK
I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK
hmm so lucus and tiff are engaged... hmm
athenaphreak15: oh and about me and lucas... we're engages
athenaphreak15: engaged
athenaphreak15: so i dont see him leaving me
RyanMercer: *laughs* Believe that then
interesting... oh well... I die Friday night and shall be born again into the world saturday morning... dead to most... but reborn....
athenaphreak15: oh and about me and lucas... we're engages
athenaphreak15: engaged
athenaphreak15: so i dont see him leaving me
RyanMercer: *laughs* Believe that then
interesting... oh well... I die Friday night and shall be born again into the world saturday morning... dead to most... but reborn....
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hmm so lucus and tiff are engaged... hmm
athenaphreak15: oh and about me and lucas... we're engages
athenaphreak15: engaged
athenaphreak15: so i dont see him leaving me
RyanMercer: *laughs* Believe that then
interesting... oh well... I die Friday night and shall be born again into the world saturday morning... dead to most... but reborn....
athenaphreak15: oh and about me and lucas... we're engages
athenaphreak15: engaged
athenaphreak15: so i dont see him leaving me
RyanMercer: *laughs* Believe that then
interesting... oh well... I die Friday night and shall be born again into the world saturday morning... dead to most... but reborn....
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My new address is 5126 12th street, speedway, in, 46224...
My new phone number is 243-7538... that phone number gets hooked up tomorrow afternoon... and I'll be living at that address and number starting saturday morning....
My new phone number is 243-7538... that phone number gets hooked up tomorrow afternoon... and I'll be living at that address and number starting saturday morning....
My new address is 5126 12th street, speedway, in, 46224...
My new phone number is 243-7538... that phone number gets hooked up tomorrow afternoon... and I'll be living at that address and number starting saturday morning....
My new phone number is 243-7538... that phone number gets hooked up tomorrow afternoon... and I'll be living at that address and number starting saturday morning....
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I give up... I simply give up.
I give up... I simply give up.
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Well we just closed on the house... (well like 4 hours ago...) we close on the other house like... tomorrow... I also just made 30$... sold my amp and speaker in my trunk to bickel (i traded him my bass and amp for them orrigionally...) So now I have a shitty radio, and factory speakers... but I have 30$ in my pocket for emergencies and what not... Well i'm hot/its hot in here so I'm goin... ciao...
Well we just closed on the house... (well like 4 hours ago...) we close on the other house like... tomorrow... I also just made 30$... sold my amp and speaker in my trunk to bickel (i traded him my bass and amp for them orrigionally...) So now I have a shitty radio, and factory speakers... but I have 30$ in my pocket for emergencies and what not... Well i'm hot/its hot in here so I'm goin... ciao...
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Hmm. Life isn't for me. I am not tryint to sound suicidal and get a bunch of fucking sympathy and all that shit. Life just isnt for me though. No matter who I love I get hurt. No matter what I do for people I get hurt. No one, no living thing, accecpts me. I'm truly meant to spend life alone. Its something I need to fucking accept. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately because I haven't had much to do... I've realized a lot of things... I've thought to much for it to be healthy probably.... I don't update anymore because so few people actually read... The only people I've seen outside of school are Josh and Ashlie... there have been times when I was supposed to do stuff with Dianna but yeah her life is to busy and her damn job and animals are to important... she just doesn't want to have anything to do with me like most people. I don't know what life has planned for me... I'm sure its not much... so I'm not all that worried about it... I seriously want life to end but I don't want to kill myself... so I can only hope... anyway... this was really just for me to get some shit off my mind... I'm not to sure anyone will read it... but it's really for me not other people... feel free to comment... although there isn't much to comment on.... ciao.
Hmm. Life isn't for me. I am not tryint to sound suicidal and get a bunch of fucking sympathy and all that shit. Life just isnt for me though. No matter who I love I get hurt. No matter what I do for people I get hurt. No one, no living thing, accecpts me. I'm truly meant to spend life alone. Its something I need to fucking accept. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately because I haven't had much to do... I've realized a lot of things... I've thought to much for it to be healthy probably.... I don't update anymore because so few people actually read... The only people I've seen outside of school are Josh and Ashlie... there have been times when I was supposed to do stuff with Dianna but yeah her life is to busy and her damn job and animals are to important... she just doesn't want to have anything to do with me like most people. I don't know what life has planned for me... I'm sure its not much... so I'm not all that worried about it... I seriously want life to end but I don't want to kill myself... so I can only hope... anyway... this was really just for me to get some shit off my mind... I'm not to sure anyone will read it... but it's really for me not other people... feel free to comment... although there isn't much to comment on.... ciao.
*yawns* Gah... still haven't moved... everytime we start to somethin fuckin comes up... I'm gettin upset... I'm tired of drivin to speedway every morning for class in rush hour traffic then having to battle my way home in rush hour after school... gah its frustrating... *sighs*
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*yawns* Gah... still haven't moved... everytime we start to somethin fuckin comes up... I'm gettin upset... I'm tired of drivin to speedway every morning for class in rush hour traffic then having to battle my way home in rush hour after school... gah its frustrating... *sighs*
I gave my cavalier to goodwill cause there was a lot wrong with it and I didn't feel like wasiting my time fixing it right... so we decided to donate it for a write off right.. so today... several months after goodwill picked it up... we got a letter from a salvage yard saying they have impounded it and will only hold it for 15 more days before it becomes theirs... and I'm like "I donated it to goodwill you dumb asses"... and they are like "well we show you as the owner... fee... blah blah blah money... blah blah blah...So now I have to call goodwill and have them deal with it
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I gave my cavalier to goodwill cause there was a lot wrong with it and I didn't feel like wasiting my time fixing it right... so we decided to donate it for a write off right.. so today... several months after goodwill picked it up... we got a letter from a salvage yard saying they have impounded it and will only hold it for 15 more days before it becomes theirs... and I'm like "I donated it to goodwill you dumb asses"... and they are like "well we show you as the owner... fee... blah blah blah money... blah blah blah...So now I have to call goodwill and have them deal with it
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I gave my cavalier to goodwill cause there was a lot wrong with it and I didn't feel like wasiting my time fixing it right... so we decided to donate it for a write off right.. so today... several months after goodwill picked it up... we got a letter from a salvage yard saying they have impounded it and will only hold it for 15 more days before it becomes theirs... and I'm like "I donated it to goodwill you dumb asses"... and they are like "well we show you as the owner... fee... blah blah blah money... blah blah blah...So now I have to call goodwill and have them deal with it
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blah... I'm so damn tired and I don't feel good at all... but I have to go to school... I just need to sleep all day long... and blow my nose every five seconds all day then I'll be fine... *sighs* wish I still went to decatur I just wouldn't show up... can't do that at speedway though.