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This is the second night in a row that a cousin of devin's has caused devin to brake plans with me... I hope he doesn't have to many more cousins... I thought I was gonna get to play the fuckin video game we rented... but on our way to devin's we stopped here to take out the trash so he calls his house and his mom tells him I can't stay the night cause she told devin's cousin (kyle) that devin would stay the night with him tonight... damn well knowin that we were gonna stay there and now she's all like "oh well I didn't know." This is fuckin bullshit... and tomorrow devin works from 7:30 am till 10pm cause of both jobs... so I won't get to play it tomorrow... friday he has band practice... so no playin it friday, saturday i'm sure he has plans... so no playin it then... blah... damn people... damn um all but Tiff.
This is the second night in a row that a cousin of devin's has caused devin to brake plans with me... I hope he doesn't have to many more cousins... I thought I was gonna get to play the fuckin video game we rented... but on our way to devin's we stopped here to take out the trash so he calls his house and his mom tells him I can't stay the night cause she told devin's cousin (kyle) that devin would stay the night with him tonight... damn well knowin that we were gonna stay there and now she's all like "oh well I didn't know." This is fuckin bullshit... and tomorrow devin works from 7:30 am till 10pm cause of both jobs... so I won't get to play it tomorrow... friday he has band practice... so no playin it friday, saturday i'm sure he has plans... so no playin it then... blah... damn people... damn um all but Tiff.
Well, this is interesting, I just found out that this girl I know is truly my friend, and isn't pissed about what I've done to her in the past. .. I never thought she'd refer to me as one of her best friends.... I knew she didn't hate me...heh... sorry for basically borrowing your paragraph Tiff... but it fits... and fits well... sure I changed it some... but technically its still yours..


Damnit... well devin stayed at Terry's... tomorrow he's doin somethin with jill... and prolly won't get back here till afternoon or later... then go with her... blah... so no playin Dark Alliance tomorrow... mom is shitty cause she's been waitin up for me to go down to devins and now that he is stayin at terry's she's all bent... blah... oh well... and now tiff just got offline... so off to bed I guess.

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Well, this is interesting, I just found out that this girl I know is truly my friend, and isn't pissed about what I've done to her in the past. .. I never thought she'd refer to me as one of her best friends.... I knew she didn't hate me...heh... sorry for basically borrowing your paragraph Tiff... but it fits... and fits well... sure I changed it some... but technically its still yours..
Damnit... well devin stayed at Terry's... tomorrow he's doin somethin with jill... and prolly won't get back here till afternoon or later... then go with her... blah... so no playin Dark Alliance tomorrow... mom is shitty cause she's been waitin up for me to go down to devins and now that he is stayin at terry's she's all bent... blah... oh well... and now tiff just got offline... so off to bed I guess.

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Well I left devins at like 5:45 and when he got home from bein with terry I was supposed to go back over so we could play the game were were playin... well here it is almost 11 and he's still not home... now five bucks says his parents aren't gonna let me go over cause they will say its "to late" and they will prolly yell at him for being home so late... god damnit... I want to play Dark Alliance.
Well I left devins at like 5:45 and when he got home from bein with terry I was supposed to go back over so we could play the game were were playin... well here it is almost 11 and he's still not home... now five bucks says his parents aren't gonna let me go over cause they will say its "to late" and they will prolly yell at him for being home so late... god damnit... I want to play Dark Alliance.

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Ok, Life has me majorly confused right now. One second I'm ready to join the army, the next I"m afraid to incase I meet someone I love and they love me back and things work out for us... So I've decided to wait till my last month of higschool till I'll sign the paperwork... just incase someone comes along and loves me as much as I love them. I know its a very very minimal chance but I"m still gonna hope.. *sighs* life is upsetting.