I'm rather upset. I want to enlist... but they are telling me that I was prescribed an inhaler a few years ago so I can't join unless I take a pulomanary test and pass it as well as be examined by a few of their docs and take a strenuous physical. I also need to lose 80 pounds or they won't take me. I'm going to do it. I'm going to need support from everyone every once in a while. If I stray off course you guys need to like bitch slap me back onto course. I'm giong to do this damnit. It's what I want.

-Das Allgemeine!
AxisMundi

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I'm rather upset. I want to enlist... but they are telling me that I was prescribed an inhaler a few years ago so I can't join unless I take a pulomanary test and pass it as well as be examined by a few of their docs and take a strenuous physical. I also need to lose 80 pounds or they won't take me. I'm going to do it. I'm going to need support from everyone every once in a while. If I stray off course you guys need to like bitch slap me back onto course. I'm giong to do this damnit. It's what I want.
-Das Allgemeine!
AxisMundi

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If there is pain and dissension and hunger in the world and you try to ignore it or just cavalierly, philosophically permit it, it’s going to come and get you. It’s going to come and destroy you. I don’t care how many followers you have, how small or big your empire is, how many canoes or battleships or whatever you have, how many arrows or nuclear weapons, whatever you have, that pain and privation and suffering from your fellow human beings will smash your defenses and get to you.
A Genghis Khan will come riding out of the north night and mow you down because they have nothing to lose but their emotional and physical pain and their suffering and maybe their starving. Now that sounds like it’s on a very pragmatic political have-and-have-not level. But on any level, like in the Ecolibrium sense, in the Zendikian sense, philosophically, metaphysically, you cannot get away with it.
The Infinite Psychic Field, the whole psychic realm, is a great vibrational web of communication. It permeates the Universe and every thought, every feeling, every pain, every lust is recorded there. And it’s felt by everything, by all life, simultaneously.
It’s instant. And nobody gets away with anything.
We’re all really intimately related, all parents and children, brothers and sisters, not only to each other but to everything. OK, but to keep this simple and comprehensible, I’m just talking about the human animal now.
I’m saying you can’t get away with defrauding the human animal with airhead religious philosophies and with international corporate manipulations of food supplies until the people are all just left stupid and starving.
You can’t get away with not caring about the other human animal’s destiny. I’m talking about defrauding in any sense. You cannot figure, I’m going to get mine, and fuck them! If you do, you’re going to be that way in your relationships, with your man, your woman, your children. You have to be a loving, caring person. But to become that, to do that from out of that world of hate, chaos and destruction, that Old Society, that Old disOrder we were all formed by, well, you can only do it philosophically. You can only do it by adopting a loving, caring philosophy that’s what you throw out to others, your philosophy, it’s part of your aura. It’s the sociologic aspect of your aura, and others Feel it, See it, and respond to its Truth and that, in turn, changes you and your emanations, changes you on every plane.
If there is pain and dissension and hunger in the world and you try to ignore it or just cavalierly, philosophically permit it, it’s going to come and get you. It’s going to come and destroy you. I don’t care how many followers you have, how small or big your empire is, how many canoes or battleships or whatever you have, how many arrows or nuclear weapons, whatever you have, that pain and privation and suffering from your fellow human beings will smash your defenses and get to you.

A Genghis Khan will come riding out of the north night and mow you down because they have nothing to lose but their emotional and physical pain and their suffering and maybe their starving. Now that sounds like it’s on a very pragmatic political have-and-have-not level. But on any level, like in the Ecolibrium sense, in the Zendikian sense, philosophically, metaphysically, you cannot get away with it.

The Infinite Psychic Field, the whole psychic realm, is a great vibrational web of communication. It permeates the Universe and every thought, every feeling, every pain, every lust is recorded there. And it’s felt by everything, by all life, simultaneously.
It’s instant. And nobody gets away with anything.
We’re all really intimately related, all parents and children, brothers and sisters, not only to each other but to everything. OK, but to keep this simple and comprehensible, I’m just talking about the human animal now.

I’m saying you can’t get away with defrauding the human animal with airhead religious philosophies and with international corporate manipulations of food supplies until the people are all just left stupid and starving.

You can’t get away with not caring about the other human animal’s destiny. I’m talking about defrauding in any sense. You cannot figure, I’m going to get mine, and fuck them! If you do, you’re going to be that way in your relationships, with your man, your woman, your children. You have to be a loving, caring person. But to become that, to do that from out of that world of hate, chaos and destruction, that Old Society, that Old disOrder we were all formed by, well, you can only do it philosophically. You can only do it by adopting a loving, caring philosophy that’s what you throw out to others, your philosophy, it’s part of your aura. It’s the sociologic aspect of your aura, and others Feel it, See it, and respond to its Truth and that, in turn, changes you and your emanations, changes you on every plane.

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Ok... Have to say some stuff to people... Megan... I luv you... Hope you get princess for homecoming... If I could have voted for you I would have... Bob-0... one thing... MAGUS?... anyway... next... Devin... Hope you can go to homecoming... I want to hang out with you. Ash... I dunno what to say... Laura... I don't know what the hell your problem is... but I"m not Mr. Fucking evil... I say what I say for reasons. Cannon... we need to hang out some more... Tink... I want to get to know you better... Anyway... peace... My best wished go to Megan... I hope she wins princess for homecoming like she wants to... Luv ya Megan... Everyone... I might seem a little out of sorts and disconnected for a while. I miss dad... I really need him right now. I miss everything we used to do together. I dunno... hopefully I'll get over it soon. Its just depressing to see everyone doing thigns with their dad... and I'm here all alone... not being able to do the father son things I want to... Oh well... All I can do is miss him...
Ok... Have to say some stuff to people... Megan... I luv you... Hope you get princess for homecoming... If I could have voted for you I would have... Bob-0... one thing... MAGUS?... anyway... next... Devin... Hope you can go to homecoming... I want to hang out with you. Ash... I dunno what to say... Laura... I don't know what the hell your problem is... but I"m not Mr. Fucking evil... I say what I say for reasons. Cannon... we need to hang out some more... Tink... I want to get to know you better... Anyway... peace... My best wished go to Megan... I hope she wins princess for homecoming like she wants to... Luv ya Megan... Everyone... I might seem a little out of sorts and disconnected for a while. I miss dad... I really need him right now. I miss everything we used to do together. I dunno... hopefully I'll get over it soon. Its just depressing to see everyone doing thigns with their dad... and I'm here all alone... not being able to do the father son things I want to... Oh well... All I can do is miss him...
My god, the immensity of being alive... of life. Sometimes it hits me like a blow, goes tearing through my veins, pours into my lungs. It's kind of an ecstasy, lasts only a fraction—would be too much to handle if it were of any duration... Yes! My biggest kick is me watching my work, watching myself grow you can call it perspective. I love all growing things, and I'm growing. Really, I'm completely enraptured with, in love with myself. Within the scope of my comprehension, there is nothing so wonderful as a growing human being, an evolving human being... to know one, to communicate with one, that contact is pleasure such good pleasure.

No, your hope lies not in your culture but in yourself. You don't have time you're dying too fast to wait for it to come alive (never has or will anyway.) Thousands of years ago and thousands from now there were, and will be, men who knew, and will know what's happening; who contemplate their particular cultural environment with sad sardonic mirth; who accept their intellectual isolation... seeking rapport on the level of the few, These creative-lifed ones these few and alone, even begin to approach human potential.

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My god, the immensity of being alive... of life. Sometimes it hits me like a blow, goes tearing through my veins, pours into my lungs. It's kind of an ecstasy, lasts only a fraction—would be too much to handle if it were of any duration... Yes! My biggest kick is me watching my work, watching myself grow you can call it perspective. I love all growing things, and I'm growing. Really, I'm completely enraptured with, in love with myself. Within the scope of my comprehension, there is nothing so wonderful as a growing human being, an evolving human being... to know one, to communicate with one, that contact is pleasure such good pleasure.
No, your hope lies not in your culture but in yourself. You don't have time you're dying too fast to wait for it to come alive (never has or will anyway.) Thousands of years ago and thousands from now there were, and will be, men who knew, and will know what's happening; who contemplate their particular cultural environment with sad sardonic mirth; who accept their intellectual isolation... seeking rapport on the level of the few, These creative-lifed ones these few and alone, even begin to approach human potential.