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This is my letter to the world...
I do not love, I only hurt
I hurt and I cry
I smile yet it means nothing
An emptiness binds my heart
A darkness for which no light can banish
My only dream is nothing
I can not escape this plague, this existance
Not even in my mind is there a safe haven
At night I close my eyes and wish
Wish for that which I cannot have
My heart cried for an end
To enter the emptiness of my dreams
And to never awaken in this mortal world again
If only I had the means
Yet fear fills me at the thought
I want of nothing more than peace
Peace and rest from my hell
From my life and from myself.