Hmm. Life isn't for me. I am not tryint to sound suicidal and get a bunch of fucking sympathy and all that shit. Life just isnt for me though. No matter who I love I get hurt. No matter what I do for people I get hurt. No one, no living thing, accecpts me. I'm truly meant to spend life alone. Its something I need to fucking accept. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately because I haven't had much to do... I've realized a lot of things... I've thought to much for it to be healthy probably.... I don't update anymore because so few people actually read... The only people I've seen outside of school are Josh and Ashlie... there have been times when I was supposed to do stuff with Dianna but yeah her life is to busy and her damn job and animals are to important... she just doesn't want to have anything to do with me like most people. I don't know what life has planned for me... I'm sure its not much... so I'm not all that worried about it... I seriously want life to end but I don't want to kill myself... so I can only hope... anyway... this was really just for me to get some shit off my mind... I'm not to sure anyone will read it... but it's really for me not other people... feel free to comment... although there isn't much to comment on.... ciao.
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Hmm. Life isn't for me. I am not tryint to sound suicidal and get a bunch of fucking sympathy and all that shit. Life just isnt for me though. No matter who I love I get hurt. No matter what I do for people I get hurt. No one, no living thing, accecpts me. I'm truly meant to spend life alone. Its something I need to fucking accept. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately because I haven't had much to do... I've realized a lot of things... I've thought to much for it to be healthy probably.... I don't update anymore because so few people actually read... The only people I've seen outside of school are Josh and Ashlie... there have been times when I was supposed to do stuff with Dianna but yeah her life is to busy and her damn job and animals are to important... she just doesn't want to have anything to do with me like most people. I don't know what life has planned for me... I'm sure its not much... so I'm not all that worried about it... I seriously want life to end but I don't want to kill myself... so I can only hope... anyway... this was really just for me to get some shit off my mind... I'm not to sure anyone will read it... but it's really for me not other people... feel free to comment... although there isn't much to comment on.... ciao.
*yawns* Gah... still haven't moved... everytime we start to somethin fuckin comes up... I'm gettin upset... I'm tired of drivin to speedway every morning for class in rush hour traffic then having to battle my way home in rush hour after school... gah its frustrating... *sighs*
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*yawns* Gah... still haven't moved... everytime we start to somethin fuckin comes up... I'm gettin upset... I'm tired of drivin to speedway every morning for class in rush hour traffic then having to battle my way home in rush hour after school... gah its frustrating... *sighs*
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I gave my cavalier to goodwill cause there was a lot wrong with it and I didn't feel like wasiting my time fixing it right... so we decided to donate it for a write off right.. so today... several months after goodwill picked it up... we got a letter from a salvage yard saying they have impounded it and will only hold it for 15 more days before it becomes theirs... and I'm like "I donated it to goodwill you dumb asses"... and they are like "well we show you as the owner... fee... blah blah blah money... blah blah blah...So now I have to call goodwill and have them deal with it
I gave my cavalier to goodwill cause there was a lot wrong with it and I didn't feel like wasiting my time fixing it right... so we decided to donate it for a write off right.. so today... several months after goodwill picked it up... we got a letter from a salvage yard saying they have impounded it and will only hold it for 15 more days before it becomes theirs... and I'm like "I donated it to goodwill you dumb asses"... and they are like "well we show you as the owner... fee... blah blah blah money... blah blah blah...So now I have to call goodwill and have them deal with it
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I gave my cavalier to goodwill cause there was a lot wrong with it and I didn't feel like wasiting my time fixing it right... so we decided to donate it for a write off right.. so today... several months after goodwill picked it up... we got a letter from a salvage yard saying they have impounded it and will only hold it for 15 more days before it becomes theirs... and I'm like "I donated it to goodwill you dumb asses"... and they are like "well we show you as the owner... fee... blah blah blah money... blah blah blah...So now I have to call goodwill and have them deal with it
blah... I'm so damn tired and I don't feel good at all... but I have to go to school... I just need to sleep all day long... and blow my nose every five seconds all day then I'll be fine... *sighs* wish I still went to decatur I just wouldn't show up... can't do that at speedway though.
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blah... I'm so damn tired and I don't feel good at all... but I have to go to school... I just need to sleep all day long... and blow my nose every five seconds all day then I'll be fine... *sighs* wish I still went to decatur I just wouldn't show up... can't do that at speedway though.
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- Acknowledging the odds are against them, relatives of the September 11 attacks filed a 15-count, $116 trillion lawsuit Thursday against the company run by Osama bin Laden's family, Saudi Arabian princes and Sudan.
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WASHINGTON (CNN) -- Acknowledging the odds are against them, relatives of the September 11 attacks filed a 15-count, $116 trillion lawsuit Thursday against the company run by Osama bin Laden's family, Saudi Arabian princes and Sudan.
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seems I have a 14-16year old black hair blue eye photopgraher artsy secret admirer... just don't know who... blah...
seems I have a 14-16year old black hair blue eye photopgraher artsy secret admirer... just don't know who... blah...
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**takes the airborne filia DNA sequence from the common cold and puts it in Ebola Zaire and releases it after making a vaccine and administiring it to himself and his closest friends** HA HA HA I am not Tyrranical Ruler and Despot of the world!!!!!!!!!
**takes the airborne filia DNA sequence from the common cold and puts it in Ebola Zaire and releases it after making a vaccine and administiring it to himself and his closest friends** HA HA HA I am not Tyrranical Ruler and Despot of the world!!!!!!!!!
Well I just now hung up with them and I now have a phone number and the girl just called back to make sure I gave her my real number... they randomly dialed my phone number and now I have a friend... its kewl... Its kinda kewl and kinda wierd.
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Well I just now hung up with them and I now have a phone number and the girl just called back to make sure I gave her my real number... they randomly dialed my phone number and now I have a friend... its kewl... Its kinda kewl and kinda wierd.
This is some fuckin bullshit... I really hate life. Mom is taking the internet away when we move... and when I go to speedway I'll be a fuckin junior still cuase you have to have 34 fuckinc redits to be a senior there.. Fuck life... Fuck everything... Fuck everyone.
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This is some fuckin bullshit... I really hate life. Mom is taking the internet away when we move... and when I go to speedway I'll be a fuckin junior still cuase you have to have 34 fuckinc redits to be a senior there.. Fuck life... Fuck everything... Fuck everyone.
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done with live journal... fuck this shit... fuck the internet... I'll survive without it.