so...

in
Devinitis has struck a few times this week... last weekend it struck Ashley Calvert... which sucked... today I meet a chick in fort-wayne name Ashley... 15 minutes later devin gets on yahoo... and that ashley gets struck with devinitis... hmm... plus lots of people in the past... and lots of people to come... I need to find out how to extract whatever causes it out of devin... heh... so I can have a chance... ehh oh well... whatever... today has been a day of sorrow and crap posts... things need to change soon... *nods*

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Hmm... so... yeah... again... mom is psycho... I'm gonna seriously try to move out of here as quickly as possible... hopefully I can be out by the first week of July... I am gonna try and find a room mate so it'll be easier... so if anyone is interested... let me know... or if anyone knows anyone who is interested let me know. So... this weekend... devin works friday and saturday... so I figure we'll start our anticts tomorrow around 10ish... hmm... saturday afternoon I'm gonna go see bruce almighty with my brother and nephew... saturday evening devin will come over after work... we'll screw around till sunday morning... get up...park cars... then head over to the track... find our seats... because they are new this year... watch the race... walk back here... and since monday he has no school... prolly go out and piss around some more causing havock everywhere we go :) ... hopefully see Ashley sometime this weekend... she's just awesome... I dunno... whatever... I'm nuts... anyway... um... blah... goals for this summer... find some chick... that I like... that will give me the time of day... and work on getting a relationship going... plus find a room mate and move out... I'll have my ged in 4-6 weeks... then I'll go get on at fed-ex... and start working on my associates in business management. Yay... so... now I just gotta get the proverbial ball rolling so all of this can happen by the end of this summer... Cheers everyone...

Grr...

in
I wish I lived in mooresville right now... like there are a dozen places there that are hiring... and if I lived there... I wouldn't live with mom... heh... she's gettin crazier every day... I don't know how much longer I can put up with her shit... I just need to hurry up and pay her the 2grand that I owe her for the truck
so I can get it in my name and get the hell away from her.

Silly, silly, silly...

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Hmm... so Ashley Calvert misplaced her glasses last nite and called over here today a few times thinking I had them... I assured her I didn't... and sure enough... she found them... right under her nose... in Megan's car... where she left them... about 4 hours after accusing me of having them... heh... hmm... this weekend was awesome... and different... uh... yeah I didn't break mikey afterall... just made him forget some things due to the concuscion I gave him... heh... um... hmm... oh well time to go eat Sunday Roast.

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in
i'm gonna kill her... I'm asleep... she fuckin comes in there... dumps a glass of water on me... throws some papers at me... tells me "go to these god damn temporary services tomorrow and your ass better get a job" I said "what the fuck is your problem, I was aslsep" and she tells me to pack my bags and get out before she calls the cops... I'm gonna fuckin kill her... she's nuts... I can't deal with her psycho shit... blah... I"M SORRY MOM I CAN"T GO TO TEMP SERVICES!!! THEY WANT PEOPLE WITH HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMAS, COLLEGE DIPLOMAS, AND PREVIOUS JOB EXPERIENCE IN THE FIELDS THEY HIRE IN... she gave me a list of a bunch of fucking architect and lawyer and IT temp services... She's nuts...

Love... or something like it...

in
Love is such an awful thing... I mean... for a select few it works out and is grand... but for the rest of us... especially me... all it does is causes friends to be lost, me to be hurt... and me to find myself wishing I was ANYONE else quite often... Ehh... oh well... someday maybe I'll be one of the special few eh? Hopefully...
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish to send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me