I interview.

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I interview for a $13.75 an hour position monday... the interview is gonna take from 90 minutes to 2 hours... thats... a big long for an interview if you ask me... heh... Hopefully I get this... 13.75 is just the base pay. And I can get part time or full time... Hopefully I get it, and can get full time... then maybe I won't have to work two jobs... and I can start my associates in criminal justice and my associates in business management.

I hate life without a car...

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I hate life without a car... I sit here... bored out of my mind... unable to go enjoy life here... unable to actually go look for a job and try to be able to stay here... unable to just go somewhere to get something when I need it... *grumbles* Oh well... just gives me more time to polish up on my hermetic ways... It's also funny how people forget you exist when you no longer have a car... *nods*

www.googlism.com

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Oh...

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So it was johnny that was shot... ahh... I see... To all of you that are pissed off by it... fuck off... thats what he gets for selling ciggarettes to little kids, coming to our country and getting a tax break for being foreign, and for helping to decline society even more. *nods* I bet he wasn't even shot because of his ethnic origins... I bet it was because he was a low down dirty piece of shit that broke the law many many times daily by selling tobacco products to kids. I bet thats why he was shot.

I can't..

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I can't do this... I can't keep living... I just can't... I tried... I tried so hard... I took all kinds of shit... I'm serious, I can't deal with it. 3 days left with a roof over my head... 3 days till I turn 18... no car, no money, no job... I get to spend my 18th birthday weekend alone... don't even have my brother to spend it with cause he's on road call for coke this weekend. *sighs* things need to get much better in the next 3 days... and I need to find a place to live close enough to places that are hiring so I'll be able to walk to a job.

This is bullshit

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This is fucking bullshit... I paid 2grand for my car... put 1000 worth of repair into it... and now they are totaling it and said the max I'll get is 1000 because "the fuel lines are all destroyed, the fuel pump is shot and there are lots of other wear and tear on it" thats fucking bullshit... none of that shit is true. now mom is saying she's not giving me a penny of it that she's using it for bills.. and is being a bitch saying it smy fault it got hit anyway... HOW THE FUCK IS IT MY FAULT YOU LOCKED YOURSELF OUT AND PARKED IN MY SPOT!?!?! I fuckin give up... I simply fucking give up. I have a place to live for 4 more days... no car... no onthing... so I don't even have anythign to cling on with and try with.

I've met..

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I've met a wonderful girl.. her name is Kat she's 17... 4'10 105lbs (she's a tiny one...)... She's awesome... intellectual... good looking... we talked for about... 5 hours solid tonight... She's... me... heh its great... She lives down the road in avon to... Well... she's me before my brain gave out on me... before my memory became muddled... before I burnt out... I feel bad though... she didn't get a lot of homework done because we were talking... heh... oh well... off to bed early tonight... 3hours early... Ciao.