People need to fuckin shut up about prom... its gettin on my nerves... prom this... prom that... BAHH to PROM... heh... I don't have to work today... I might have gotten my work into trouble. Heh... because I went to get my work permid today... and they still had me as working for A&W witch I quit doin about 9-10 months ago. Heh... whutever... heh... The next person who says shit about prom is getting an ass kicking. I'm also tired of 2 people bugging me 24 fucking 7 in my life. Heh... horoscopes are utter bullshit... I use to somewhat believe them... but not anymore.... they keep saying shit like "If you don't alread have a lover in your life expect a new one to emerge today but if you do then expect the relationship to magnify" and shit like that... heh... yeah right... none of that shit has happened... heh... Anyway... I'm gonna go for now... I'm gonna go to sleep I think because I have nothin else to do really.

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People need to fuckin shut up about prom... its gettin on my nerves... prom this... prom that... BAHH to PROM... heh... I don't have to work today... I might have gotten my work into trouble. Heh... because I went to get my work permid today... and they still had me as working for A&W witch I quit doin about 9-10 months ago. Heh... whutever... heh... The next person who says shit about prom is getting an ass kicking. I'm also tired of 2 people bugging me 24 fucking 7 in my life. Heh... horoscopes are utter bullshit... I use to somewhat believe them... but not anymore.... they keep saying shit like "If you don't alread have a lover in your life expect a new one to emerge today but if you do then expect the relationship to magnify" and shit like that... heh... yeah right... none of that shit has happened... heh... Anyway... I'm gonna go for now... I'm gonna go to sleep I think because I have nothin else to do really.
Work was hell today... I just now got home (its 11) I should have been home no later than 10:10... I got off like over 45 minutes late. Oh well... its money right... I have tomorrow off thank god. So i'm coming home from school and gonna chill unless someone wants to go do something. Well I need to be getting to bed... I'm beat... Everyone... I love you... :)

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Well... I hope what I did helped... I just spent a while talking to josh's parents calming them down... and calming him and ashlie down. I hope he tries for 2 weeks like I asked him. I don't want to see him fuck everything up. I hope he realizes that 3 or 4 months isn't that long. I really hope my hour speach had some impact on him. I'm gonna go to bed soon because It's stressed me out and depressed me some... all I need is a few hours of sleep and I'll be fine. I'm pretty sure he would have taken his life tonight if I didn't talk to him. I hope he doesn't. I'll miss him. Josh... just try for me and ashlie and beth and david, and most importantly... for yourself.
Well... I hope what I did helped... I just spent a while talking to josh's parents calming them down... and calming him and ashlie down. I hope he tries for 2 weeks like I asked him. I don't want to see him fuck everything up. I hope he realizes that 3 or 4 months isn't that long. I really hope my hour speach had some impact on him. I'm gonna go to bed soon because It's stressed me out and depressed me some... all I need is a few hours of sleep and I'll be fine. I'm pretty sure he would have taken his life tonight if I didn't talk to him. I hope he doesn't. I'll miss him. Josh... just try for me and ashlie and beth and david, and most importantly... for yourself.