Well... I hope what I did helped... I just spent a while talking to josh's parents calming them down... and calming him and ashlie down. I hope he tries for 2 weeks like I asked him. I don't want to see him fuck everything up. I hope he realizes that 3 or 4 months isn't that long. I really hope my hour speach had some impact on him. I'm gonna go to bed soon because It's stressed me out and depressed me some... all I need is a few hours of sleep and I'll be fine. I'm pretty sure he would have taken his life tonight if I didn't talk to him. I hope he doesn't. I'll miss him. Josh... just try for me and ashlie and beth and david, and most importantly... for yourself.