Ok... Today... my life went to hell... bad stuff happened to Josh. Um... A few of my teachers got shitty with me... Madison was all over me in 4th period and would leave me fucking alone. Mom got shitty with me. I think Brandy is avoiding me... maybe not... maybe she just has been very very busy and hasn't been able to respond to any of like my 5 emails... umm or my page... I guess driving by my house and honking is a sufficient answer to a page if she is busy or something. Whatever though... It doesn't matter. I don't really care... bye or something.
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Ok... Today... my life went to hell... bad stuff happened to Josh. Um... A few of my teachers got shitty with me... Madison was all over me in 4th period and would leave me fucking alone. Mom got shitty with me. I think Brandy is avoiding me... maybe not... maybe she just has been very very busy and hasn't been able to respond to any of like my 5 emails... umm or my page... I guess driving by my house and honking is a sufficient answer to a page if she is busy or something. Whatever though... It doesn't matter. I don't really care... bye or something.
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Bah. I don't want to go to school. Oh well... have to. I hope everyone had a good weekend. I hope everyone has a good day. I need to get goin... have stuff I need to get ready for school. I also need to forge a note saying why I was gone friday. So peace all.
Bah. I don't want to go to school. Oh well... have to. I hope everyone had a good weekend. I hope everyone has a good day. I need to get goin... have stuff I need to get ready for school. I also need to forge a note saying why I was gone friday. So peace all.
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Well... looks like I fucked up again... I think I'm done with live journal, and done with caring about people, and done with talking to people.
Well... looks like I fucked up again... I think I'm done with live journal, and done with caring about people, and done with talking to people.
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Great.. I've just been infromed michael is coming over to... fuck... why not call the cops and invite them to
Great.. I've just been infromed michael is coming over to... fuck... why not call the cops and invite them to
Brandy, Josh, and Ashlie are downstairs having fun. I'm up here. Alone. I don't even think they know they are at my house... lot alone that I'm not down their with them. Its all kewl though. I'm just chillin up here by myself. Praying that mom doesn't come home with them all down their like that. Whatever though. I also can't be around Brandy and Ashlie when they are doing shit with each other. It hurts to much to see them do stuff with each other. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say... peace
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Brandy, Josh, and Ashlie are downstairs having fun. I'm up here. Alone. I don't even think they know they are at my house... lot alone that I'm not down their with them. Its all kewl though. I'm just chillin up here by myself. Praying that mom doesn't come home with them all down their like that. Whatever though. I also can't be around Brandy and Ashlie when they are doing shit with each other. It hurts to much to see them do stuff with each other. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say... peace
Hello. I'm bored. What to do... what to do. Um. Its what 11:30 or somethin. I'm hoping today gets better so far its been rather boring. I need to get a job. I've nearly applied everywhere. I"m starting to get frustrated about not being able to get a job. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say.
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Hello. I'm bored. What to do... what to do. Um. Its what 11:30 or somethin. I'm hoping today gets better so far its been rather boring. I need to get a job. I've nearly applied everywhere. I"m starting to get frustrated about not being able to get a job. Well I'm gonna go for now... not much else to say.
Guess what... I was having fun... then mom and her drunk ass scary ass boyfriend show up... yell at ashlie and brandy... and now I just want to curl up and fucking die... It's bullshit. It really is... So if I'm dead come tomorrow I"m sorry. Brandy... one of the other people I really care about is you...Thats why I wouldn't say.
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Guess what... I was having fun... then mom and her drunk ass scary ass boyfriend show up... yell at ashlie and brandy... and now I just want to curl up and fucking die... It's bullshit. It really is... So if I'm dead come tomorrow I"m sorry. Brandy... one of the other people I really care about is you...Thats why I wouldn't say.
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Today is Dad's Birthday. I almost forgot. I feel so bad. 1 month and 18 days till his anniversary. I can't believe I almost forgot about his birthday. I just feel so bad. Dad... I'm sorry. Anyway. I wish I wasn't alive... I really do. I just have no will left in me to go on. I don't wanna kill myself or anything... I just kinda wish I didn't exist... I'm not bitter with life. I just feel I have no reason to be here. Anyway... I'm gonna go... Peace and Good Nite everyone.
Today is Dad's Birthday. I almost forgot. I feel so bad. 1 month and 18 days till his anniversary. I can't believe I almost forgot about his birthday. I just feel so bad. Dad... I'm sorry. Anyway. I wish I wasn't alive... I really do. I just have no will left in me to go on. I don't wanna kill myself or anything... I just kinda wish I didn't exist... I'm not bitter with life. I just feel I have no reason to be here. Anyway... I'm gonna go... Peace and Good Nite everyone.
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Hello everyone. I'm waitin for devin to call... He should be callin in about 10 minutes. Listening to my morning routine of songs and watching their vids... Safety Dance, What I've Always Wanted, Brackish, Charlotte, and Aeroplane. Gettin in the mood for the day. I wish it was tomorrow. It really needs to be friday so I can go see a walk to remember. I hope I get a job at Arby's. Anthony said he would try his hardest. I put in an application last nite. I'm going to start bugging them about hiring me tomorrow. Well I should probably get my boots on and get the trash out. Peace.
Hello everyone. I'm waitin for devin to call... He should be callin in about 10 minutes. Listening to my morning routine of songs and watching their vids... Safety Dance, What I've Always Wanted, Brackish, Charlotte, and Aeroplane. Gettin in the mood for the day. I wish it was tomorrow. It really needs to be friday so I can go see a walk to remember. I hope I get a job at Arby's. Anthony said he would try his hardest. I put in an application last nite. I'm going to start bugging them about hiring me tomorrow. Well I should probably get my boots on and get the trash out. Peace.