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JOY TO THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ***DRUMROLL*** Madison came over right before mom got home... she was all sad and upset and gave me back these cheap ass rings I stole from walmart and gave to her... I think that means that she is giving up!!! YEE HA!!!! Anyway... Nothing else to say...

JOY TO THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ***DRUMROLL*** Madison came over right before mom got home... she was all sad and upset and gave me back these cheap ass rings I stole from walmart and gave to her... I think that means that she is giving up!!! YEE HA!!!! Anyway... Nothing else to say...

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I'm bored... Devin should be calling any second... then we can go to school... and I"ll have something to do... um... I'm reinstalling everquest finally... time to become hopleslly adicted again... anyway... ciao... I'll do a better update after school

I'm bored... Devin should be calling any second... then we can go to school... and I"ll have something to do... um... I'm reinstalling everquest finally... time to become hopleslly adicted again... anyway... ciao... I'll do a better update after school

Madison just isn't getting the picture... No matter how mean I am to her... no matter how much I avoid her... No matter how much I ignore her... she just doesn't the picture. She's a great person... but not just the person for me. She feels the same way about me that I did about Laura... Laura... I know how you felt with me constantly bugging you... and all I can say is I'm so sorry I made you go through that... its hell... I can't hurt Madison and tell her. I can't hurt her and keep being like this to her either... I dunno... I'll figure out some way to deal with it... Anyway... Peace....

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Madison just isn't getting the picture... No matter how mean I am to her... no matter how much I avoid her... No matter how much I ignore her... she just doesn't the picture. She's a great person... but not just the person for me. She feels the same way about me that I did about Laura... Laura... I know how you felt with me constantly bugging you... and all I can say is I'm so sorry I made you go through that... its hell... I can't hurt Madison and tell her. I can't hurt her and keep being like this to her either... I dunno... I'll figure out some way to deal with it... Anyway... Peace....

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OK... um I'm bored. Waiting for Dev-0 to call... he won't be calling for a while still. Um. I'm gonna have a little lump of make up work since I decided not to go to school for 2 days. I need to get a job... that way I can take my GED... then if I decide not to go to school anymore it's cool because they can't get me for truancy since I'd already have a diploma equivelant. Well. I don't really have much to say or anything. So... Peace.

OK... um I'm bored. Waiting for Dev-0 to call... he won't be calling for a while still. Um. I'm gonna have a little lump of make up work since I decided not to go to school for 2 days. I need to get a job... that way I can take my GED... then if I decide not to go to school anymore it's cool because they can't get me for truancy since I'd already have a diploma equivelant. Well. I don't really have much to say or anything. So... Peace.

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Um. Life sucks... seeing some things at the mall today really made me sad. Oh well... I don't care anymore. I just don't. I'm never gonna be happy with myself... or with anyone... so it doesn't matter. I'll just stop dreaming and realize that. Every time I ever care about someone... they don't care about me that way... or they don't even know I exist... oh well... peace and shit.

Um. Life sucks... seeing some things at the mall today really made me sad. Oh well... I don't care anymore. I just don't. I'm never gonna be happy with myself... or with anyone... so it doesn't matter. I'll just stop dreaming and realize that. Every time I ever care about someone... they don't care about me that way... or they don't even know I exist... oh well... peace and shit.

Um ok. Last nite was wierd. Um... I guess I"m chillin by myself all weekend. I guess thats cool. I hope everyone has fun doin whatever this weekend. I'm running mandrake now. Its pissin me off but its better than windows so its all cool. Madison is giving me a guilt trip bullshit sob story as I type this. She is like "my dad and brother want me to bring you to New York so they can meet you... but I haven't told them we broke up and I don't wanna hurt their feeligns" Not to mention the fact that she keeps beggin me to go back out with her. I really don't care for her. Um... I hope everyone has a good evening. Peace... if you wanna do something I'll be here... alone... bored off my ass...

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Um ok. Last nite was wierd. Um... I guess I"m chillin by myself all weekend. I guess thats cool. I hope everyone has fun doin whatever this weekend. I'm running mandrake now. Its pissin me off but its better than windows so its all cool. Madison is giving me a guilt trip bullshit sob story as I type this. She is like "my dad and brother want me to bring you to New York so they can meet you... but I haven't told them we broke up and I don't wanna hurt their feeligns" Not to mention the fact that she keeps beggin me to go back out with her. I really don't care for her. Um... I hope everyone has a good evening. Peace... if you wanna do something I'll be here... alone... bored off my ass...

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Oi allo! Whats up everyone? Um... I'm sitll tryin to get a job... trying to keep myself from killing mom. Um... Madison is obsessed with me... not cool. I'm really starting to hate life a lot... Like a lot more than ever before. Madison is harassing me to go back out with her. I don't want to... thats why I broke up with her. Um... she won't ever take her hands off me... she is always trying to hold my hand, everyday in fourth period she always is all over me and huggine me and resting her head on my shoulder. That ain't fuckin kewl... we don't go out... I guess she doesn't get the picture. She is still all fuckin head over heals about bob-0... so why doesn't she bug him not me. The people I really love I'll never have anything with accept for a friendship. I can deal with that though. Wolf is strong. Wolf can take it. Anyway... Peace everyone... I love you Laura... I love you Ashlie... and I love you Pascifist.

Oi allo! Whats up everyone? Um... I'm sitll tryin to get a job... trying to keep myself from killing mom. Um... Madison is obsessed with me... not cool. I'm really starting to hate life a lot... Like a lot more than ever before. Madison is harassing me to go back out with her. I don't want to... thats why I broke up with her. Um... she won't ever take her hands off me... she is always trying to hold my hand, everyday in fourth period she always is all over me and huggine me and resting her head on my shoulder. That ain't fuckin kewl... we don't go out... I guess she doesn't get the picture. She is still all fuckin head over heals about bob-0... so why doesn't she bug him not me. The people I really love I'll never have anything with accept for a friendship. I can deal with that though. Wolf is strong. Wolf can take it. Anyway... Peace everyone... I love you Laura... I love you Ashlie... and I love you Pascifist.

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I am a Base-defender. What's mine is mine, and I make sure everyone knows it. Nobody invades my space without permission - I'd destroy everything I own before letting someone take it from me. I tend to be forward-facing, which is both a strength and a weakness. What Video Game Character Are You?

I am a Base-defender. What's mine is mine, and I make sure everyone knows it. Nobody invades my space without permission - I'd destroy everything I own before letting someone take it from me. I tend to be forward-facing, which is both a strength and a weakness. What Video Game Character Are You?

I'm bored... I hardly slept at all last nite... but I'm not even the slightest bit tired so thats cool. Um... I hope today is somewhat interesting at school. It hasn't been all year hardly and it really needs to be. I don't really have much to say. Madison and I don't go out anymore. I was tired of her hangin off bob's nuts 24 fucking 7. I'm having trouble gettin a job. Anyway... I should probably go find something better to do

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I'm bored... I hardly slept at all last nite... but I'm not even the slightest bit tired so thats cool. Um... I hope today is somewhat interesting at school. It hasn't been all year hardly and it really needs to be. I don't really have much to say. Madison and I don't go out anymore. I was tired of her hangin off bob's nuts 24 fucking 7. I'm having trouble gettin a job. Anyway... I should probably go find something better to do

Um... I got out of physics... I had to replace it with math crap...I have B lunch... that pisses me off... I have an easy day though. 1st period is one of my two favorite teachers... so that his cool... then second period is math with a horrible teacher... 3rd period is english which is cool... and 4th period is comm systems with Mr. Fisher... everyone knows how cool he is... and there are only 8 of us in the class... and we don't do anything... well gotta go... peace

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Um... I got out of physics... I had to replace it with math crap...I have B lunch... that pisses me off... I have an easy day though. 1st period is one of my two favorite teachers... so that his cool... then second period is math with a horrible teacher... 3rd period is english which is cool... and 4th period is comm systems with Mr. Fisher... everyone knows how cool he is... and there are only 8 of us in the class... and we don't do anything... well gotta go... peace