My live journal days are over. I've lost the will to write. I might update like once a month tops... but I strongly even doubt that. I think its time for me to start burrying my nose in my school work and books and forget about "fun". I've realized to much in my life these past week. I don't have to many friends... I'm starting to get stupid... and most of all I don't have anyone that I can love and be loved back by. So I'm just gonna become the hermit my dad always called me... when I moved here I actually started to talk to people and stuff... and have some fun... but it's just not for me... It just tortures me. Sorry if I stop hanging out with everyone. It just hurts me to much to see how happy people are together... Well its about time to go do soem homework or something. Bye.