This is...

This is mother fucking bullshit... today is dad's aniversary... I"m at devins having some fun... actually having a lot of fun... no... a whole lot of fun... then my mom calls... she locked herself... and cussed me out some... hung up on me... called back... told me to come let her in... called back said not to... called back told me to let her in... I go out to start my car and it won't... I kick it some... get it started... she calls asks when i'm leaving... I was trying to fuckign leave... I prolly looked like an ass to Vanessa (and I still didn't get her a book list... which I need to do... I'll have to email it to devin to give to her next time he see's her online or something) and devin and skooba and jake... because I was about to fucking break everything in site... so I fucking get on 465... and half way up the on ramp... I see that there are still emergency crews and traffic backed up... so about 10 minutes later I get passed all the emergency crews... there was like a billion car pilup... one truck lost 3 big pipes... tipped a tanker... a pickup slammed up under a flatbed... person was stuck in the vehicle and dead because they had blankets draped over the trcuk.. there were a good half dozen cars without axels... a good 20 police cars... several ambulances still coming and going 2 hours after it happened... and lots of emergency response teams there... still... 2hours after it happened... so I get by all of that... then I get home... AND THE BITCH ISN"T FUCKIGN HERE! I try to have a good day... on the one day I need it... and the bitch goes and ruins it for me... I'm sick of it... I'm fucking god damn sick of it... I hate life... I fuckign hate it... I was enjoying myself tonight more than ever before then all this shit... so I try to cal devin and he's gone already... blah... fuck it... fuck it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1