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I become more deatched and emotionless everyday... at the same time I find myself crying more. I lack feelings for humands, and individuals more and more... yet I cry more and more for charecters in movies and books. I just watched hearts in atlantis... cried at the end... done this a lot lately... yet I know for a fact I could kill someone in cold blood... ANYONE... and not feel anything... Its odd...
To another issue... I must find me an irish woman. *nods*. Preferrably one who is a blacksmith or is interested in smithing... *sighs* Ciao.