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Sometimes you wake in the morning... and know you'll live for a long time.... then one day you wake up... and know death is creeping into you rlife... you just know... you feel it... it makes sense to... explains the headaches... the blurred vision... the loss of apetite... the fatigue... *nods* hopefully I fight death and live longer than death wants me to... we shall see in the time to come... I really have a lot of things to do before I die... and death is going to have to fight me for my life... becuase I need it to accomlish the things I am supposed to... death will have to fight me hard to end it before I can do them... so death... you might as well not waste your time trying to take me... I'm not going to let you... not yet at least... I have children to father... people to inspire... people to help... come back in 30 years... and then maybe I won't fight as hard... but for now... you will not have my life... not yet...

I got..

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I got a letter from the bank denying my employment... because the dates I gave them for working at k-mart... they tell me I lied on... they contacted k-mart and k-mart told them I worked for them for less than 20 days... sorry no... try 5 and a half months! So I called k-mart... and the hr lady said not a single god damn person contacted her... so I contact the banks HR and she acts like I'm some god damn criminal... calls me a liear several times... and I tried to give her contact info for k-mart... and she wouldn't take it... and she said all she can do is have it run again... and kept treating me like a liar... and I'm sooo fucking pissed off and frustarted... and I about to break down crying because of the way I was just treated.

Damn..

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Damn... these charles atlas dynamic tension excercises are awesome... been doing them for 3 days... before I started I couldn't do 1 push up... now I can do 20 without being tired... and not sissy pushups... honest to god pushups... woo hoo... plus I already notice my chest is getting toned and firmer... now I see how he can say "I can make you a man in just 7 days" I'm glad I found them online... I love when people buy stuff... then make it a pdf or other digital document for everyone else to have for free... and now I see how charles atlas has been selling this program for 50+ years.

*sighs*

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Naked Empire shipped today... I should be done with it in a few hours... Not that any of you know what I'm talking about. Hrmm... what is there to say... this weekend was pretty slow... me josh and ash saw dumb and dumberer when harry met lloyd... they liked it... it was my second time seeing it... I love it... then me and josh went dumpster diving... we discovered that saturdays are bad for diving... all the dumpsters were empty... which means saturday is a pick up day... so it looks like friday nights should be good diving. *nods* Then we came back to my place and there were 3 police cars and an ambulance next door... domestic disturbance or somethin (mind you this is at 2am). Hrmm... today was boring... and slow... probably because I was doing a lot of e-book reading and just the gloom from the rainy weather. I've stopped updating as much because I only know of a few people that read... and rarely anyone comments... besides... no one seems to want to have anything to do with my life in real life... so why would they care online... *shrugs*

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how can you see into my eyes, like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb
without a soul
my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
[Chorus]
(wake me up) wake me up inside (i can't wake up) wake me up inside
(save me) call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up) bid my blood to run (i can't wake up) before I come undone
(save me) save me from the nothing I've become
now that I know what I'm without, you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
[Chorus]
bring me to life
I've been living a lie
there's nothing inside
bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling
only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
[Chorus]
I've been living a lie
there's nothing inside
bring me to life

Anyone know..

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Anyone know valerie brown... she says she used to go out with mark from the mall... and says she knows tim brandy bekah and lucas... and she says she lives on stop 11 and merridean... she looks familiar... I saw someone from indy on totse and talked to them and it is this chick named valerie brown ... I got pics if anyone wants to see a face to put her name to... anyone know her?

Hrmm...

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Ok... Well my last hourly wage was 10$... at the bank I'm having to start out at 9$... but thats not bad, considering its a white collar job... I get to SIT all day long... and get full benefits... 12 paid holidays off... 2weeks vacation every year... and free premier checking and stuff... so no checking fee's... free checks... and all kinds of cool stuff... *nods*

Ok...

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So normally a college... sends you a little cheap ass pamplet and maybe an invitation to an open house... ok lets flash back a few days... Thursday a college calls me... talks to me for 10 minutes and says I sound really promising and like someone that would do good at their school... flash forward to today... I get a 2lb fed ex package from them... including a big ass book talking about their college and town (it's ring bound to... it weights most of the 2lbs) also a kick ass glossy black folder with ALL of their applications and student records to fill out... and a video giving a tour of it... so I"m gonna look over it all and what not... and maybe... go to arizona... and get me Bachelor of Arts Degree in Game Design or my Bachelor of Science Degree in Network Technology. *nods*

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Last nite I went to bed at about 10pm... *sighs* Hrmm... Priates of the Carribean: Curse of the Black Pearl is a good movie... very good... its over 2 hours long but its still awesome. Lets see... bank still hasn't called me to schedule my training... they prolly will monday or tuesday. *nods* Not much else...

So which fairy tale archetype are you? Hmm??
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