My day that sucked...

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I don't want to re-type all of this... so here it is in IM form... basically its telling about how stupid my work is making us park in a flooded field today...
Ryan Mercer: mother fuckers
Ryan Mercer: work is stupid
Ryan Mercer: when we got that at 4 am this morning
Ryan Mercer: they had us park in a field
Ryan Mercer: that already had standing water
Ryan Mercer: and it was raining...
Ryan Mercer: so like... I go out there at 1 to leave
Ryan Mercer: and most of the peoples cars... have sunk
Ryan Mercer: like one chicks car... you can't see her tirewells anymore
Ryan Mercer: because she's sunk so much
Ryan Mercer: and me
Philodox2000: lol
Ryan Mercer: I had sunk about 4 inches
Ryan Mercer: I worked myself out about 5 feet
Philodox2000: why did you park in a field
Ryan Mercer: about 100 yards to go...
Ryan Mercer: and I got stuck bad
Ryan Mercer: like REAL bad
Ryan Mercer: my truck was about as high as a car
Philodox2000: crazy
Ryan Mercer: (they had us park in the field because the parking lot was for the mass of customers)
Ryan Mercer: so then
Ryan Mercer: one chicks boyfriend shows up
Ryan Mercer: in his denali with towing cables
Philodox2000: lol
Ryan Mercer: to get her out (she's the one who's tire wells are no longer visible)
Ryan Mercer: he decides he can't get her out
Ryan Mercer: and he sees me trying to get out
Ryan Mercer: so he starts pulling on me
Ryan Mercer: gets me about 20-30 more yards
Ryan Mercer: then I get dug in real bad and he's still fine
Ryan Mercer: so he leaves to go put his snow tires on his denali and get a friend
Ryan Mercer: and then the friend comes back in some big ass suv with like giant ass mudders on it
Ryan Mercer: and they BOTH start pulling me
Ryan Mercer: we get almost all they way out and I get dug in real real real bad
Ryan Mercer: so finally we are all 3 just gunnin it in reverse as hard as we can... and we finally got me out
Ryan Mercer: and then we look over at the 30some CARS still over there
Ryan Mercer: and are like
Ryan Mercer: "uh... no"

Save The Tribe in America- Season 5 on WAM

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Take the time to fill out the petition to anyone I've ever had watch the tribe... and even if you haven't do it anyway...
Your help is needed to get season 5 for The Tribe on WAM! Please read and sign this petition for Season 5! We need at least 5000 people to sign it! Get your friends or anybody you know to sign it! Without your help America will not get season 5!
Where do we stand now?? In trouble thats where....
WAM has gotten a few letters and about 150 e-mails....
Becouse of this poor showing I think we need to start with something simple...
http://www.petitiononline.com/tribe5/petition.html

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This will make even a grown man cry... this will make the toughest of the tough cry...
Every day we see the reports of brave Americans dying, this puts a face on the statistics.
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A Daughter's Last Email
Jessica Blankenbecler, 14, e-mailed this final letter to her father, Command Sgt. Maj. James Blankenbecler, at 1:29 a.m. on Friday, Oct. 3., two days after he was killed in a convoy in Samara, Iraq. The Herald is publishing it, in its entirety, with the family's permission. Command Sergeant Major Blankenbecler was stationed here in Hawaii with the 25th Infantry Division on Schofield Barracks prior to his promotion to CSM.
Hi Daddy,
Sorry I haven't written to you in a while. A lot of things have been going
on. I miss you so much. How have you been? Is heaven everything it says it
is? I know it's probably that and more. I can't wait 'till I can come join
you again. I miss you so much - just being here for me to hold your hand and
you calling me "princess." But one day we can do this again. But it will be
even better because Jesus will be with us. I keep going in your office to
see all your things and your awards that you have gotten over the years. You
accomplished so much. I am proud you were my daddy; I would not have chosen
anyone else. I like to go into your closet, too and just touch and smell all
your clothes ... it gives me so many memories that I miss so much. Sitting
at this table I see your writing on a little piece of paper telling me and
mom what e-mail and address in Iraq to write to you ... CSM JAMES D.
BLANKENBECLER, 1-44 ADA. I love to just look at your handwriting so much.
I have your military ring on right now. It's kind of big for my little
finger, but it makes me feel you're holding my hand when I have it on ....
It's been on since we found out the news. I have your driver's license with
me, too, so I can just look at you whenever I want. You have a little smile
this time. When we went to get them done in El Paso I asked you to just
smile this time ... and you did it just for me. I also was looking at your
car keys and that little brown leather pouch you always had on your key
chain. It made me cry a lot when I picked it up. Everything reminds me of
you so much. When we pass by Chili's I remember you sitting across from me
eating your favorite salad. You always told the waiter to take off the
little white crunchy things ... because you hated them. And when we drive by
billboards that say "An Army of One," it makes me remember you in your
military uniform. How you always made a crunching sound when you walked, and
how you shined your big boots every night before you went to bed. I miss
seeing that all the time. Little things that I took for granted when you
were here seem priceless now.
One thing that I regret is when you wanted to open my car door for me, but I
always got it myself. I wish I would have let you do it. And when you wanted
to hold my hand, I sometimes would pull away because I didn't want people to
see me holding my daddy's hand ... I feel so ashamed that I cared what
people thought of me walking down the parking lot holding your hand. But now
I would give anything just to feel the warmth of your hand holding mine.
I can't believe this has happened to my daddy ... the best daddy in the
whole world. It feels so unreal, like you're still in Iraq. You were only
there for 17 days. Why did they have to kill you? Why couldn't they know how
loved you are here? Why couldn't they know? You have so many friends that
love you with all their hearts and you affected each and every person you
have met in your lifetime. Why couldn't they know? When I get shots at the
hospital I won't have my daddy's thumb to hold tight. Why couldn't they know
I loved for you to call me "princess"? Why couldn't they know if they killed
you I would not have a daddy to walk me down the aisle when I get married?
Why couldn't they know all this? Why? I know that you are gone now, but it
only means that I have another angel watching over me for the rest of my
life. That's the only way I can think of this being good. There is no other
way I can think of it.
All the kids at my school know about your death. They even had a moment of
silence for you at our football game. A lot of my teachers came over to try
to comfort me and mom. They all ask if they can get us anything, but the
only thing anyone can do is give me my daddy back ... and I don't think
anyone can do that.
You always told me and mom you never wanted to die in a stupid way like a
car accident or something like that. And you really didn't die in a stupid
way ... you died in the most honorable way a man like you could - protecting
me, mom, Joseph, Amanda and the rest of the United States.
In the Bible it says everyone is put on this earth for a purpose, and once
they accomplished this you can return to Jesus. I did not know at first what
you did so soon to come home to God. But I thought about it - you have done
everything. You have been the best husband, father, son and soldier in the
world. And everyone knows this.
One of my teachers called me from El Paso and told me that when her dad died
he always told her, "when you walk outside the first star you see is me."
She told me that it is the same for me and you. I needed to talk to you last
night, and I walked outside and looked up ... and I saw the brightest star
in the sky. I knew that was you right away, because you are now the
brightest star in heaven.
I love you so much, daddy. Only you and I know this. Words can't even begin
to show how much. But I tried to tell you in this letter, just a portion of
my love for you. I will miss you, daddy, with all of my heart. I will always
be your little girl and I will never forget that...
I love you daddy, I will miss you!!
P.S. I have never been so proud of my last name.
Sunrise - June 27, 1963
Sunset - October 1, 2003
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That letter reminds me of the first few days after my dad died... I kept his DL with me... smelled his clothes a lot, and I even set up an outfit in his chair and stuffed it a bit so it would stay there... had shoes on it and all for a while...
-The Wolf

Любовь - все, что я нуждаюсь.

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Я только хочу быть любим. Это - все, что я хочу. Также это была неделя, с тех пор как я говорил с Раслана ... она вероятно вещи, которые я забыл о ней... Я только не могу позволить себе, чтобы говорить с нею снова в течение другой недели или так ..., пока мне не платят снова ... афтерол, она находится в России ..., и говорящий с нею становится немного дорогим... Я надеюсь, что она действительно прощает мне, когда я могу говорить с нею снова. Однако я должен посчитать меня девочкой здесь ... кто - то, кто будет любить меня и позволять мне любить их. Кто - то, кто будет заботиться обо мне и будет там для меня ... кто - то, я могу провести мое свободное время с и наслаждаться их компанией.
- Волк

Mikey..

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If it wasn't your cousins I need to know... but it sounded like them... heh and tell your dad not to answer the phone if he's partyin man... heh... I couldn't understand what he was sayin... and I asked if you and your cousins were there and he said he was gonna bring you over to my house to beet me up cause you are his son and he's "all fucked up" (thos are his words)... your dad made me laugh my ass off man... he's funny... I told him I'd been in his trailer before and met him and he asked me if that was a threat... and I was like "no dude I said I've met you before "... and he was like "is that a threat" I'm like "g'nite mikey's dad" and he's like "I"ll see you in a few man to party" hahah funny stuff... but if it wasn't your cousins who just called here and said I had their little 14 year old baby sister shaneequa pregnant and said they'd cut my face off and wear it if they weren't on probtation... then let me know... but it was 2 or 3 guys laughin their assess off and they sounded like the dudes at your house the limo nite...

I am

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I am abandoned, alone, apart, bummed out, by oneself, comfortless, companionless, deserted, desolate, destitute, disconsolate, down, empty, estranged, forsaken, friendless, godforsaken, homeless, isolated, left, lone, lonely, lonesome, outcast, reclusive, rejected, renounced, secluded, single, solitary, troglodytic, unattended, unbefriended, uncherished, unsocial, withdrawn....

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Who's always givin strong bad a hand, the cheat... the cheat
who's always messin up homestars plans... the cheat... the cheat
who's gonna start a rock and roll band... the cheat... the cheat
who's makin out with marzipan... the cheat... the cheat
the cheeeeat... the cheat is in the house
whos the man that looks like the cheat... the cheat... the cheat...
who's the one with yellow feet... the cheat... the cheat
who's the dude that moves to the beat... the cheat... the cheat
whose the guy from 21 jump street... not the cheat... not the cheat
the cheat... the cheat...