dudes!

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Dudes I didn't know this... Angelina Jolie was married to Johnny Lee Miller... (dade murphy from hackers)!!! And as the tabloids say... she really did have a sexual relationship with the girl that played Goldy in Foxfire... it's in this months people... she did an interview and even said she had abouta 6month sexual relationship with Goldy. And get this... Johny Lee Miller is 30! he sure doesn't look it.

Update on the hunt for a J O B

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Well, so I went to the one best buy thursday... the interview lasted like 6 seconds and the guy was an ass... today I had the interview at the AVON store... all the employees were talking my ear off, so were the managers... and I had two 30 minute-ish interviews... and I have to go back tomorrow for the third interview because the general manager doesn't work sundays or mondays... so I'm pretty sure they like me... :) Lets hope I get hired.

Life...

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What is the meaning of life... I mean, what is the purpose... some would say to be happy, to experience things... I don't think so... the only people that say this shit are the people that are happy, the people that have people to share their life with. I have no one to share my life with, not on the level of friends, not on an intimate leve... so what the fuck is the point? I can't do the things I want to do, I can't go to the places I want to, I can't have anything I want to, so what is the point? We live in a world of crime, war, greed, and destruction. I just don't get it, what is the point?

People are

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Peopel are fucking stupid... they make a random screen name like "jlkjlkjhljh" or some shit... then they IM me... and threaten me... tell me they are gonna "beat my ass" call me a pussy... say they are gonna bust all my windows ect ect ect... but when I say "no you are the pussy, you won't even tell me my name" they get all fuckin scared and clam up... stop talkin shit... and sometimes sign off... It's funny... and notice people always wanna start shit at night... or they say they are gonna attack your property and not you? Yeah thats right... cause the know if they come over to my house, nock on the door, and try to start shit with me... they are either getting their throat slit eat to ear... or a shotgun blast to the abdomen... *shakes his head* fuckin pussies... you wanna talk shit to me... at least have the decency to let me know your name... otherwise shut the fuck up and get a life.

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Sometimes you wake in the morning... and know you'll live for a long time.... then one day you wake up... and know death is creeping into you rlife... you just know... you feel it... it makes sense to... explains the headaches... the blurred vision... the loss of apetite... the fatigue... *nods* hopefully I fight death and live longer than death wants me to... we shall see in the time to come... I really have a lot of things to do before I die... and death is going to have to fight me for my life... becuase I need it to accomlish the things I am supposed to... death will have to fight me hard to end it before I can do them... so death... you might as well not waste your time trying to take me... I'm not going to let you... not yet at least... I have children to father... people to inspire... people to help... come back in 30 years... and then maybe I won't fight as hard... but for now... you will not have my life... not yet...

I got..

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I got a letter from the bank denying my employment... because the dates I gave them for working at k-mart... they tell me I lied on... they contacted k-mart and k-mart told them I worked for them for less than 20 days... sorry no... try 5 and a half months! So I called k-mart... and the hr lady said not a single god damn person contacted her... so I contact the banks HR and she acts like I'm some god damn criminal... calls me a liear several times... and I tried to give her contact info for k-mart... and she wouldn't take it... and she said all she can do is have it run again... and kept treating me like a liar... and I'm sooo fucking pissed off and frustarted... and I about to break down crying because of the way I was just treated.

Damn..

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Damn... these charles atlas dynamic tension excercises are awesome... been doing them for 3 days... before I started I couldn't do 1 push up... now I can do 20 without being tired... and not sissy pushups... honest to god pushups... woo hoo... plus I already notice my chest is getting toned and firmer... now I see how he can say "I can make you a man in just 7 days" I'm glad I found them online... I love when people buy stuff... then make it a pdf or other digital document for everyone else to have for free... and now I see how charles atlas has been selling this program for 50+ years.

*sighs*

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Naked Empire shipped today... I should be done with it in a few hours... Not that any of you know what I'm talking about. Hrmm... what is there to say... this weekend was pretty slow... me josh and ash saw dumb and dumberer when harry met lloyd... they liked it... it was my second time seeing it... I love it... then me and josh went dumpster diving... we discovered that saturdays are bad for diving... all the dumpsters were empty... which means saturday is a pick up day... so it looks like friday nights should be good diving. *nods* Then we came back to my place and there were 3 police cars and an ambulance next door... domestic disturbance or somethin (mind you this is at 2am). Hrmm... today was boring... and slow... probably because I was doing a lot of e-book reading and just the gloom from the rainy weather. I've stopped updating as much because I only know of a few people that read... and rarely anyone comments... besides... no one seems to want to have anything to do with my life in real life... so why would they care online... *shrugs*