Hmm..

So I saw pacifist today... she works at the shell their on kentucky ave... I thought you had to be 18 to work at a gas station though... hmm... *shrugs* oh well... I actually went somewhere last nite so I come home today to mom bitchin... blah... now I gotta go cut grass and a bunch of other stupid stuff that doesn't need done for a few more days... peace

bah

I was so happy and in a good mood when I woke up... and now I sit here... feeling like shit... totally depressed... just wantint to cry and die... It's not fair... If I get happy... my body gets pissed and makes me depressed... and I have no fucking idea why. Someone just tell me why and it won't be as bad. Blah... fucking chemical reactions in my brain... bastards!

Today..

Hmm... today... went to Ashley's graduation party... after that we left about 10:45 ish... saw devin and nessa they both were acting like they were on something... then went to priscillas... I ended up talking to the chick that worked there for a few minutes about france and the u.k. We then wen't to meijer... then to wal-mart... Saw sckuba and his girlfriend at wal-mart, talked to them for about 20 minutes... went back to ashley's I got my truck and here I am at home... *nods*

Blah...

Blah... hmm... week has been boring as hell. Didn't win the powerball (what's new heh),. um... talking to Diana right now... (damnit Ryan, grow a brain and stay away from her), um... might be doing something with Justice and Megan tonight... but I dobut they call... they said they MIGHT which means they won't, hmmm oh well I have some reading to do, and um... yup... getting close to time to leave for the Condo... thank god... I need to escape for a while.