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in
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow at all... I hate new classes... I'll probably also lose C lunch... and thats where all my little kewl freshman are. I love them all to death... they are the new family... they are all I have now... Devin is pissed at me... oh well... I simply told the truth to a friend. Sorry devin... I don't lie to friends... especially when they are crying and very upset and are driving a car in heavy traffic with me as their passenger. I don't know why I should be sorry though... you shouldn't be such a fuckin player wanna be mother fucker. You should be happy with 1 person... not try and fuck aroud with everyone and not be serious to anyone. Oh well... its your life not mine. Hope everyone else enjoys their new classes they get tomorrow.
in
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow at all... I hate new classes... I'll probably also lose C lunch... and thats where all my little kewl freshman are. I love them all to death... they are the new family... they are all I have now... Devin is pissed at me... oh well... I simply told the truth to a friend. Sorry devin... I don't lie to friends... especially when they are crying and very upset and are driving a car in heavy traffic with me as their passenger. I don't know why I should be sorry though... you shouldn't be such a fuckin player wanna be mother fucker. You should be happy with 1 person... not try and fuck aroud with everyone and not be serious to anyone. Oh well... its your life not mine. Hope everyone else enjoys their new classes they get tomorrow.

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in
What is up everyone? I got a new car... gotta go get it today. This should be interesting... driving for the first time in the snow... heh... Um... break has been kinda odd... enjoyed it but I also haven't. This sucks... Josh is done with high school now... so I'll only see him on the weekends... hopefully I have a class with some of you guys. I'm tired of having classes with people that aren't cool. Only people I've been havin classes with is Cassie and Justin... Oh well... I gotta get going. I'll talk to everyone Later...
in
What is up everyone? I got a new car... gotta go get it today. This should be interesting... driving for the first time in the snow... heh... Um... break has been kinda odd... enjoyed it but I also haven't. This sucks... Josh is done with high school now... so I'll only see him on the weekends... hopefully I have a class with some of you guys. I'm tired of having classes with people that aren't cool. Only people I've been havin classes with is Cassie and Justin... Oh well... I gotta get going. I'll talk to everyone Later...
in
I really love Madison. I do. I upset her very much though. Simple things hurt her. I try my hardest not to hurt her... I try my hardest to be her deffinition of normal. I try to please her... but somehow... I always fail... and she gets upset. I believe tonight I have terribly upset her. She told me she never wishes to speak with me again, and she hung up on me. I just don't know what to do damnit. This is the first person that has actually loved me for a change... and what do I do... I find a way to fuck it up. I'm starting to hate life more and more daily. Oh well... peace...

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in
I really love Madison. I do. I upset her very much though. Simple things hurt her. I try my hardest not to hurt her... I try my hardest to be her deffinition of normal. I try to please her... but somehow... I always fail... and she gets upset. I believe tonight I have terribly upset her. She told me she never wishes to speak with me again, and she hung up on me. I just don't know what to do damnit. This is the first person that has actually loved me for a change... and what do I do... I find a way to fuck it up. I'm starting to hate life more and more daily. Oh well... peace...

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in
Um yeah... I go out with Madison... if anyone treats her bad... or doesn't want her around or something... well then I guess you don't want me around either... If you are my friends then you won't mind her being around. I'll leave somewhere if you guys started bad mouthin her or somethin... act happy when she's around. Oh... and if you hate me now because I go out with her... then you aren't friends... and you can fuck off. Thanks... - AxisMundi
in
Um yeah... I go out with Madison... if anyone treats her bad... or doesn't want her around or something... well then I guess you don't want me around either... If you are my friends then you won't mind her being around. I'll leave somewhere if you guys started bad mouthin her or somethin... act happy when she's around. Oh... and if you hate me now because I go out with her... then you aren't friends... and you can fuck off. Thanks... - AxisMundi
in
Laura and Devin and I were supposed to hang out tonight... but Laura and Devin are working at the school tonight so I guess we aren't hanging out... well they are... but I guess I'm not. Whatever... um... mom said she is cancelling internet... I hope not... she is a bitch... ¿Does anyone actually read my journal? Oh well... comcast just now called... asking for mom... so I think internet is getting cancelled... oh well... she has taken everything else from me... why not the only thing I have left...

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in
Laura and Devin and I were supposed to hang out tonight... but Laura and Devin are working at the school tonight so I guess we aren't hanging out... well they are... but I guess I'm not. Whatever... um... mom said she is cancelling internet... I hope not... she is a bitch... ¿Does anyone actually read my journal? Oh well... comcast just now called... asking for mom... so I think internet is getting cancelled... oh well... she has taken everything else from me... why not the only thing I have left...